.thinking

thoughts circular in our minds, making us deep sink into somewhere.

Hmm, basically I got my thinking on, there is like 4 more days to Christmas, I really can't wait, especially there is going to be turkey for dinner ;p.  I love it when my aunt brings us a big sized juicy turkey, ready to be eaten xD.

I like Christmas, but sadly there is no snow in Malaysia, sucks big time I know :(. Christmas should really be celebrated with snow around the environment, you know? That's what all Christmas is mostly about >o

And, I am still thinking about the CD I asked my uncle to buy, really hope he got his hands on a copy in US, can only find in US, Malaysia is so falling back behind, zzz. I want my gaga CD like now, :O.

Ima go see my dentist tomorrow, and then evening, I'm going to fetch some friends to a friend's BBQ party who stays in a place where the traffic jam can go crazy!

I also like the song "Jump Then Fall" by Taylor Swift, very sweet song xD.

.excited

excited for little wonderful things, may just make your day.

I can’t believe Lycaon and Canzel are releasing full length albums on my birthday (03/24) next year.
Canzel’s album will be titled Invit S.P.

Tracklist:

01.Enter
02.Invit’
03.青色LOVERS LINE
04.声、鳴り
05.piano
06.永劫回帰エレメント
07.失踪イン マイ ルーム
08.雨音
09.starlight
10.scenes
11.世界終了釦。-world end switch.-
12.EXP
Bonus Track (limited edition)
13.Wish Upon A Star (re-recording)

So far no tracklist of Lycaon’s new album Royal Order is released, but still very excited ^o^.

Omg^^ so happy to hear about it, this is my first time experiencing releases of my favorite band on my birthday, I feel special :d.

Oh, I have been playing this game called JX3, MMORPG, chinese though with my brother today, and turns out that the reason why the game looks so damn good, it's because it's a P2P game, they only give free trial for quite a time, then they just stop o_o.

.decision

we have to decide no matter what, whether we take this road or not.

Erm, I have decided to delete all my previous post that I have left empty and not updated. I apologize much for that, I will not let it happen again. I guess I must have just gotten a little carried away by my lazyness so I didn't update much.

I am going to start again from this post, so you guys can actually keep up with me^^. I will try to update as actively as I can. So please check up my blog daily if you like :D.

And I just found out that Malaysia is such a fail for not having Lady Gaga's The Fame Monster standard edition, that means 1 disc without the 2nd disc containing The Fame album, her old album in it. It was quite a disappointment, my mom asked Rock Corner in Curve and Midvalley, they say they only have the deluxe edition and a Malaysian edition without the booklet, yeah wth right? srsly? zz

So I asked my uncle staying in US to buy it for me through her website I think, he can do either way, but I don't know if they sell in retail stores though, so I do hope my uncle plans to buy through her official website, that's the most easiest way. My uncle is so nice, but I am sure going to pay him back^^, can't take family for granted =x.

Lastly, my brother is coming back tonight! I hope so though, cause he was suppose to come back yesterday night but he had to go out with friends and have fun since his exams are over now and he have 1 month holidays, wow 1 month so long @_@. Now he is back we can play HoN together again, wee :D.

.lazy

so lazy to do anything, nothing has urge me to do stuff.

Even still there is school, but then we do nothing basically, we just talk, play and well like hanging out literally. Teachers are just in and sometimes no teacher comes in at all, since we have nothing else to do though. Thus for nothing else to do, Puan Chia held games between classes in the school.

There was all types of games, mainly are the sports games, like competition between classes, sports like basketball, footbal, bola sepak and others. Our school is very focused on basketball though, I like it too, it's more fun than kicking balls, lol.

Today is the girl's basketball competition, they were great, they put on their best, nice :d. Tomorrow are the guy's turn., I didn't know I was in for my class until Awai told me, I'm not very good seriously, anyways I'm just there as a substitute, phew xD, I can't do much on the court though ._.

Also there are like board games, hosted by Puan Shama, games like Monopoly, Scrabble and English and Chinese chess, I'm not really fond of it, it's well a little childish, lol xD, I rather watch people play basketball, haha more interesting and exciting ;p.

.apologies

my apologies, to every one who look at me another way now.

I am so sorry guys for not updating heh, been lazy nowadays, to be honest I've been lazy a lot since I'm so free now. Well mostly when people are free we tend to updating more actively, lol I'm quite the opposite as you can see, when I'm free I do other stuff, like play games watch TV and Facebook, I guess, lol.

So sorry xD, I will try to update more too, but anyways when my brother is around, I can barely touch my computer, my computer, yes mine, and my brother just holds it up and don't give me any time to play at all, since he comes back only on weekends, and the place he is staying around his campus has no internet, so yeah =/.

.done

everything is done now, we can relapse the memory we have kept.

I'm so glad that everything is over now, pressuring exams are now gone for this year, so relieved though :D. Also school is going to end soon for my Form 2 syllabus, everything I started are accomplished completed now xD, yay.

Hmm, though I'm gonna miss afternoon session, cause next year I'm gonna face waking up early morning for morning session school issues, wow lol a mouth full, okay yeah! But I think I'm gonna adapt back like how I did when I was in primary school year 3, which is also morning session, it's really something new to me that time, so I think I'm used to it now, I can handle next year :o.

I can't think of nothing else to post about today, so toodlez~

.end

everything we do to accomplish, will always come to an end, we are happy.

Anyways, I tried my best in the exams, I really do hope I am getting good results though, that is all I hope for now, and no fails :(. I've studied hard enough I think, so I am quite confident that I won't fail any subjects.

Also, I am very happy that exams are over! YAY, now I got so much free time, holidays are starting next week Monday, but one thing I hate about is that on Tuesday during the holidays we have to go back to school with our parents to take the report cards, aw, they should have done it during Friday! This is so troublesome, no seriously my mom is also complaining about it ;p.

Tomorrow is the last day of school, that will be a performance day, so no studies, just performances cool!! XD. I saw a peek on them rehearsing today in the school hall already, they have some awesome performances coming up :o.

That's all for today, Ima take a big rest now after tiring exams :D.

.sorry

we will be sorry for those things we have done to hurt others. 

First thing first, this is not about me feeling sorry for hurting people, lol. It is basically me apologizing to you guys for not posting much enough, as I said there was a very low chance that I will not be posting anything during my exams days, it's hard you know! >.<"

I am trying my best to post something, but my brother is also around, so it's even harder to post! Lol, I'm just gonna try so don't be highly expecting me posting something, sorry =x.

.test

we face tests all the time, we just need to be ready for it.

Well, I've been studying a lot lately, due to exams, which is TOMORROW!! :O, I'm so nervous now, I need to really prepare, since this is the FYE, aka final year exam, lol I learned that from Ying Xi, thanks :D. Tomorrow's subject is science, I hope I am ready >.<".

So, I better get back to studying hard now, don't wanna regret later for not studying enough for tomorrow, I need to do my best tomorrow :D, so..I'll stop here for now, I will try to post something during my exams, or maybe I won't cause I might be busy all the time study and my brother is back tomorrow, so yeah, might have a low chance of me updating :d.

Bye ;d.

.same

if you think you are different, you are not, after all we all are under the same sun.

Hmm, today is the same as any ordinary day, just more studying, wootz! I really have been working hard studying for final year exams :D, I really do hope I get wonderful and satisfying results on my hands by the time exams are over :D.

Tomorrow, is the first day of my final year exam part II, lols yeah part II because part I was the Moral + Essay papers during end of October, the results are just okay :(. Well I hope I get better in FYEs, yeah must be soulful, woo!! It's very busy now, study and study and even more studying! I sound like a nerd but what so ever I am not lols.

I must get studying my Science now, must work hard, lulzz~!!

.sloth

a little rest wouldn't hurt, well take a second of rest and get back to work!

Oh, no..I think I'm falling back to old habits? Old habits really do die hard >o<". Well, actually I felt a little lazy to post on my blog nowadays, I don't know why, maybe it's the things happening around recently, I have many things to do, like study a lot for exams that are coming soon, going to school and I only get so little time to use the computer, especially when my brother is around.

Lol, so I will still try my best to post as much as I can, update I mean, yeah..I won't let the old habit overcome me again, that's what happen for my previous blog, I started very actively, then it suddenly wears off and I got bored of it and didn't touch it ever since, I don't want this to happen to blog :(. Especially a blog I really put heart and soul into and I can't believe I've passed 50 posts on this blog already, I did not even go that far on my old blogs, I am really happy and proud :d.

Anyways, exams is just right around the corner, I might post less, but I will still post, so no worries guys :d. Thanks for reading my blog, to those who really do read! :d.

.stop

everyone needs a stop time after time, we have to be adequate and not overloading our precious time.

Sorry, I've had a pause or a stop recently, I am very busy studying, I'm no nerd! :o. And I only, yes only study when there is exams coming, I do not study out of leisure, ew :>:( Anyways, we had to get As, ain't we? Haha, well good luck to me, since my exam is starting this Friday, I am nervous though, :<. I will find time to post on my blog if I have it, okay? Sorry =x.

.groupy

harmony all around, we have to get together, all together.

Agrh, basically I don't have a lot of time to finish up my blog lately, due to brother coming back and forth every weekend, the days which I actually have a lot of time to update my blog and finish it up nicely, sadly I can't seem find that time :(.

Anyways, I've mentioned about the group study in my previous post or before that, I didn't keep track for what so ever I am not taking the time to load a new tab and see which post I mentioned about the group study.

Well back to the topic, I've agreed with my mom about the group study having in my house instead of the so called "noisy" McDonald's according to my mom. I really want to have this group study, it's a good activity to get along with friends, no? Mm, yes!

Okay, so Awai and Chan Haw came to my house around afternoon, 12 to 1 somewhere around that time and they were at my front gate even before I realize they were, lol they came so quickly. To be honest I woke up like 1 hour before they came, lol I might be still a little blur I think.

Me and Chan Haw taught Awai Maths, the subject he can't seem to get a grip with, he keeps forgetting lol, dumbass :o. He's a sloth, we can't blame him for that, that's how he is on the start :D. Chan Haw supposedly wanted me to help him in Science, but when Maths was over, we came to lazy pace, and well talked a lot =.=", ate the food my mom bought with the others.

That is all, I am finishing things now, I hope.

.mistake

a little mistake come and go, little confusions and little stress haunts me.

Erm, so today when during BM period, Puan Shama came in our class and ask us to take our pencil box along with us and go to 2 Anggerik class, to check our Moral papers, it was so fast and all of a sudden, I didn't even realize that she was in the class at the first place, lol.

I saw Chan Haw and the others stood up and took their pencil boxes, so I followed and ask what was happening, and Chan Haw told me then, lol. Then when were at Anggerik class, no one was there, I don't know what class they are having though.

Argh, I got so low for Moral this time, I got 78 marks :(, lost 10 marks for a question that is way confusing! Grr, pissed off about that, but anyways I still got highest in class, I was like wtf?! Seriously?! = =".... Awai was 74 so close, wao :D. Chan Haw, why do you always get low marks! = =, please study lar bro. People care about you nia, lol =x.

When it was after school, I was told that Benjamin got his 78 marks to 80 by just asking teacher because he finished all her work and passed it all in time, so I suddenly thought of it, I didn't know why I did not think of it at all, maybe I wasn't greedy to get an A? lol xD. So it was a mistake though, I'm gonna try my luck to see if next week Puan Shama would let me have extra 2 more marks.

Yishen told me that Puan Shama is on lift next week, shit noo :(.

.angry

anger is too strong for anything to hold it back, 

just like a tree with anger will pull it's roots out of the ground.

Gah, I'm so angry at my mom now, :(. Today in school Awai and Chan Haw planned to go to Uptown's McDonald's to have a group study, i thought it was a great idea, so we talked a lot about that during school, we had a lot to talk about ;d. Well basically, Chan Haw needed my help in Science and Awai need Chan Haw and my help in Maths.

So the plan was going so well, until when I came back home today, and ask my mom about the group study, she instantly said no, because she said McDonald's is not a suitable place to have a group study since it's noisy all the time. But I always see people inside McD studying their ass off and no noise is interrupting them at all :o.

So I explained to her that it's for a group study and she still wouldn't let me, I tried explaining to her that no noise will interrupt us studying and we'll do fine there, she still sticks to what she said, gah so bad =.=". Then she said she will let Chan Haw and Awai to come our house instead to study, earlier I didn't want that but then later I thought of it again, and I will think about it, I still don't know yet though have to ask them tomorrow. o.O"

.prepare

preparation is the primary step to anything to succeed in.

Well, today is the first day I'm gonna start studying for my final year exams, it's due to next Friday, wow so fast! omg, and I'm starting today, it's like 9 days of study, lol like usual, but its FYE and I'm doing the same to what I did during mid term which is less harder than FYE, obviously, I don't know why, I'm so in to sticking back to basics, = =".

Well I started studying Science today since Science is the first subject I'm taking on Friday, 2 papers, subjective and objective, I'm poor in subjective, noo needs to read more Science, but damn lazy = =", woot but still I do revision everyday, once though, if I do more than twice a subject per day, I will malfunction, in a weird way! woo~.

There is so much to study for FYE, well basically the whole syllabus of Form 2, ew so much. It's the whole text book OAO, thank God Mom brought me to buy Science and Mathematics revision books, since I need it next year for PMR anyways, must well buy it early than later, also I lost my Science 1st note book, shit that's why I really need the revision book :(.

P/s: For your information, FYE stands for Final Year Exam, if your brain is too slow to interpret what I was saying o.O.

.thunder

thunder, oh thunder what was your intention for existence.

you bring destruction and despair among computer lovers like me.

Lol, least creative of me for the tag line above =.=", anyways I can't bare it any longer!! The thunder and rain these few days is really getting on my nerves already, omg what is wrong with the rain and thunder? it's like every day for like 3 hours holy...

What makes the clouds being so heavy with water and collide each other to cause friction thus thunder sound effects, lol =x. Something or someone must be playing around in the skies, whoever that is please stop it, you're making computer lovers sad and cause the computers to burst in flames, well not in flames just get shocked, which is a bad thing.

This particular thing has been happening to my computer for the last few years, according to my brother, our house's electric circuit is seriously screwed up, because computers aren't suppose to leak electricity when you touch it, lol I thought it always does, but then it's usually cause by the power supply, woot o_O. Also I don't have the avoiding thunder shock/black out device which rich people have!  =o I want one, just to stop money coming out of my family's pocket just to fix a computer = =".

.gone

we need appreciate valuable things in life, sooner or later it will all be gone.

Hmm, brother is back to his campus at Setapak, bye bye :(. I'm happy that he comes back every weekend, he always play HoN, I like watching him play xD, because he usually owns a lot, lol. Even though we fight a lot when he is around, I still don't mind if he is around, would have miss him a lot of he is not around for awhile, =x.

It's the first day of holidays on a school day, lol actually the holidays is very short, 2 days only xD, lol. Well it's better than school days, lol I get time on the computer, wee. Mom is at home working too though, she is getting 2 days rest after he trip to Europe, just like me :D, we spend quality time together xD, happy~.

But as usual, Facebook , Youtube and HoN, MSN bla bla bla and so on, also watched some TV too, well because it's like raining a lot these few days, garh, when it rains I can't use the computer, got it shocked for like quite a few times already, it's expensive to fix, especially when the modem is toasted too, = =".

.bne

looking through things in a new perspective, by putting on those pairs of brand new eyes.

Hehehehehehahaha, I will be laughing for the whole day :). Don't ask me why, I'm just happy for something I wanted for a long time, even did research before it was even released. It's something that fulfills my happiness, and by that I will smile and laugh all day long. Happy moments ;d.

Yeah!! Finally I got my cold bloodshed hands on something which I always been thirsting for, until now XD. Yes, it's a copy of brand new eyes, 3rd album by alternative rock band Paramore, a band that I seem to never get bored of, music I enjoy very much. This album is different from Riot! and All We Know Is Falling because it contains different experimental styles the band is trying. I really like how they are going forward, not sticking to the same style all the time, this is versatility!

People may say it's a little pop-ish this time, but what the hell who cares, it's worth a listen because that pop-ish tune makes the whole album's goal is about, naming it brand new eyes, by means seeing things in a new perspective, and yes people who complains about the album is just naive and stupid to not know what the band is aiming for.

Even though I found a download link for the album a few days before the release, due to leak by I don't know how. I still determined my decision to buy a copy of the CD, because it's worth the money, it seriously is a not an act to regret for. I am really happy about my decision, although I like downloading through the internet, but I support artist/bands I really do think they are great and worth supporting, not saying others aren't great so I don't buy their CDs, just I tend to buy those I really show interest to.

The whole album is just wonderful and awesome, I really like Brick By Boring Brick and Turn It Off, these are the most favorites of mine. Also the experimental songs are Misguided Ghost, a beautiful acoustic song which I think they should make more songs similar to this, and Playing God which consists of a little pop-ish tune in the chorus, I really like it though, don't know why people tend to hate it so much :(, go Last.fm and search for Paramore and you will know what I mean, some people who gave reviews also stated it, those people suck :o lol. The album starts with a angrier mood and tone and calms down in the middle and ends with despair along with desperation in All I Wanted, which shows how amazing Hayley Williams, vocalist of Paramore is.

.finally

it's been long, but finally it has come, for whoever thirst for that something.

Finally, it's Saturday, a day of rest and 3 more continuous days of holidays coming up :D. I'm so happy I got the rest now, after long time school, hehe xD. Also Deepavali is very quiet this time, not really much celebration events occur though, for what I know.

Since my brother is back at home, he will be taking up the time of using the computer over :@. So I might be facing a boring rest OAO, which I will not accept! I need freedom to use my own computer, but my brother always seems to win =.=". All I can do is watch TV, hehe nice TV, been absent in watching television for quite awhile now ;o. Seems I've been fallen back and need time to catch up recent happenings ;d.

And for another "finally", I'm trying to adapt back that mom is around again :D, after long 3 weeks of her absence, she is filling the quiet gap in the household xD. She told us about her excellent and yet reasonable trip to Europe--London, Spain and somewhere I forgotten O.o. She took many pictures too through her friend's camera, but all the pictures are of the buildings and architectural things in those places, no food, my interest ;p lol.

.food

miracles like raining food is a creation of a intelligent mind of imagination.

So, today is the day of the 5v5 friends only match xD! I am teamed with Awai, Chan Haw, Yi Shen and Ting Wei, while the other team consists of Li Mun, Leon, Ctc, Jinyew and Marcus. I and the others make a great team also the same to the opposing team :D.

We started with banning heroes we don't want to appear in the game and chose the heroes we wanted, it's Captain Mode xP. My team had Veno, Tree, CM, Warlock and Naga, an awesome combo team xD, planned by Awai lol, he only knows how to plan but his Veno is not that good after all ;p.

The other team had Skeleton King, VS, Lycan, Ursa and Sladar. They also are a great team, just we overpowered them =x, lol because we had like AoE built team, which they didn't had a chance to counter before we got to them 1st.

We won that game, but later the next we lost to them, Awai always say is the hero problem lol, I don't know the Balanar, who was Ctc, damn pro lol xD owned us all ahaha. Later after the 2 games, Marcuse, Ting Wei, Leon and Li Mun went back home, while the others and me went to watch the movie called Cloudy With A Chance of Meatballs.

The movie was quite nice, many pretty graphics OAo, I like how they make the sky so glowy purple with stardust around, beautiful xD, also a bit of humor but a little too overdone and lame, but still a good movie, the part with the moving roasted chicken and gummy bears startled me a little, LOL!! The monkey which likes gummy bears tore the "heart" out of a yellow gummy bear, I don't know how the monkey knows which was the heart, lol.

Tomorrow, I don't think we're doing anything, so I think I might just stay at home =o=, also my mom came back from her Europe trip, wee :D. Miss her a lot, so happy to see her home again xD.

.again

I'll turn it off, in all my spite, just turn it off,

again, again and again.

Lol after going back to school for one day and today, we get even more great news xD, we are getting 5 days of holidays due to celebration of Hari Deepavalli, wow so much holidays this year :D. Even though a lot holidays in 2009, many vk bands are disbanding according to Seki, so it's half good half bad x(.

Yeah, I like holidays, but boring ones please go away :(, can't stand the boredom, I think my blog's post tags most focused on the out of boredom tag, which I put in every post, lol. Recently, life gets a little boring oAO. But some may say it's fun, to me it's plain boring, nothing special :o. 

Can't wait for tomorrow too, we planned to have like a friends only group war in DotA, 5v5 xp. Awai already planned all nicely about what heroes we are going to use for tomorrow, we are playing Captain Mode, so it's best to plan before hand :D.

Also we might go and watch Cloudy With A Chance of Meatballs, a 3D animated movie :D, seems like a nice movie, it's about a guy who invented a new machine which produces food, but something goes wrong when the machine rocket shot up to the sky due to malfunction I think, I'm not really sure, you have to watch it to know it ;p. So tomorrow might be a happy and fun day for me xD!

.back

time falling for rest comes, back to where we started in a blink.

Okay, it's back to school today =/, it's Wednesday means ICT/Chinese day, wee xD. ICT class is fun because we get to use the computer, and my school computer lab has internet lol, I can get on Facebook and other stuff I do on the computer online ;p.

Some guys were playing Counter Strike though, I stopped surfing the internet and joined them to play CS instead, hehe ;p. We had fun, it was like 4v4? or somewhere around that amount of people playing, so it was quite merry. We won :D, Awai was teaming with me and another 2 against the others.

Also during Chinese class, we were expecting for our Paper 2 results, but teacher said next week only we can get them, I don't know what was the reason though, but lazy to mark the papers is my guess ;p. Anyways, we laugh a lot during Chinese class as always, and 1 girl all of a sudden shouted out a bad word so teacher asked us all together to swear not to say any bad words during class ;p, lol it's hard xD.

Thats all for now, though really nothing much happen today ;p.

.happybirthday IV

living for 19 years is hard thing to achieve, yet you are strong and still working hard in studies, 

i salute you, my brother.

★☆ Happy Birthday, Bro! ☆★

you ass who bullies me a lot ;p.  

Happy birthday to my brother who is 19 years old this year xD, so old already wahahah >:D!! So fast already 19, what else I can say about me too, lol <.<  >.>. Hope you have the best birthday of all time D:, don't know what else to say cause my brother is just next to me, lol I already said it all to him before even switching on the computer.

Sad though, cause my mom is still at overseas, traveling in Europe, having fun without us :< roar aaa!! So celebrating my brother's birthday is not complete when mom's not around. Dad and my grandmother is around only, lol. Quite a little celebration if I must say. But wait till my mom's back and we get to go out to eat good food :o. Dad's always lazy to bring us to eat out lol :p.

Since we are not going out to celebrate, my grandmother prepared some delicious noodles, she has cooking talent, 100% sure of it! Will do good business if she starts one, but she's already old, so no harsh activities :(. She made egg seafood noodles, a common favorite among the whole family since when my brother and I were young :o.

She always says that when someone's birthday comes, they have to eat noodles, specifically fresh prawn noodles. The main reason for that is because of fresh prawn means "sheng ha/生虾” in Chinese thus meaning life in English, my grandmother's a little superstitious over little things like this, it's her tradition :o.

Just for that, she made another dish also using fresh prawns, mmm yummy lol xD. Happy eating grandma's yummy food always ;p. Lol, but also have to grateful, because she used much energy to cook even though she's not young and very strong :o.

.early

colorful little things, creation of God appear right before dawn when people are still asleep.

Well, today is a weekday, seems okay, not as literally boring as weekends, because I think it's the surrounding mood, when it's Sundays, surroundings are quieter which makes the whole feel of being in that place boring, seriously ;o. But I still get moments of boredom here and there lol, just get through the day argh =x!

My brother's friends came over our house in the afternoon, to give them space and time to talk, I went in to my grandmother's room to watch TV with her xD. Watched some of my shows and some of my grandmother's favorite TV series like that Hong Kong show about a neighborhood buying stocks or whatever that thing is called, I know it's something to do with gambling or money, as long it's somewhere there it's the right one lol. I have no idea what it is called, I'm such a good boy lol xP.

My brother's friends came to our house to chit chat and stuff, they played the computers, my brother's and mine, they play my computer without my permission LOL!! A little pissed because one of them who used my computer changed my display settings, had to find out myself what he changed and fixed it back to the default =o=".

Also they came here to celebrate my brother's birthday which is actually tomorrow, they came to celebrate earlier I don't know why lol, er so they bought a little cake from Bread Story, and had a candle or two? forgotten lol xD. My brother later that planned to go out with his friends, so I had the catered food all for myself, I shared with my grandmother though, the food is okay but I won't have it everyday unless if I have to lol = =.

.blank

life is like a wide maze, when we flip these blank pages.

Another day, blank with nothing special =x. Argh, nothing to do, same old same old, HoN and internet and television, omg seriously I'm gonna die from this boredom. Someone help me, music is the only thing that can calm me down. But sometimes the boredom overpowers music OAO.

Weekends tend to be boring, especially when I'm not having fun, obviously lol xD. So bored :(, I can't seem to find anything else to do besides the usual, well I'm still waiting for ViViD's mini album called The ViViD color to come out on 21st of October though which is like 9 more days, can't wait so long xP.

Also coming out on 21st October is exist trace's Ambivalent Symphony EP, I'm giving them a try when the new ep is out, I want something new to listen xD. Previews were convincing though ;p, so we'll see haha =x.
Finally someone posted THE KIDDIE's soar single up D:. But seems 1 track is missing lol ;o, where could it be? Lol, wait again =x=.

.skip

miracles happen just like stones skipping through the waters makes wonders.

 
Well, its back to weekends again, hmm I can't believe time goes by so quickly, like a blink of an eye, a glitch in motion, unable to be seen. And still, weekends come and go, we don't get much profit out of it, because always the same haunting boredom always do turns back and come forward to us again. We can't run, we can't hide, we just need to face it bravely and deal with it till times comes passing.

All I can think of is just playing games on the computer, or maybe just watching tv, which isn't enough for me, I do really need things to excite me in life, or else I'll might just rot and drop dead on the floor. Although playing HoN is fun, but excessive of playing is just bringing me no where. I win and lose, without any benefits, so it's just quite a bore to be honest. Television is just an uncertain alternative, I might get to watch or not, because I do not own the television with Astro, my grandmother does, lol.

Also all I watch is MTV or the 700+ and 400+ digit channels. I like entertainment, entertainment excites me, I like movies and music, my favorites which keep my alive along the way. But as I observe recently, music channels just play the songs which are getting huge mainstream, and all of it is just repetitive, nothing new, nothing fresh. Another bore = =". Movie channels are annoying, they like putting up old movies and unattractive movies, I like good movies with good story lines not boring movies with bad acting.

Here I am, just updating my same old blog, just a past time, nothing else can be done, must well just being on the internet, surfing around, Facebook and Youtube. Listening music, increasing music counts on Last.fm xD, and chatting on MSN. That's all for now, if you ask why this post is more in literature, well do not because I have no explanation =x.

.fulfilled

we are all just fulfilled by the things we thirst for all the time.

It's just like butterflies gaining pollen from flowers all over the place, they are fulfilled; While we people get the chance to go out with friends and have fun, we are fulfilled. It's a normal and common circle between all living beings, we thirsty to be fulfilled and we thirst for things which completes our needs.

Yeah, today is the day, finally xD. I've went out with friends after so many days of boredom. Boring holidays without fun is just capable for killing people who are desperate to have fun like me, seriously =x. Anyways, I went out with friends to a free cyber cafe o.o, lol dont bash me, okay xD. Yeah it's free, so of course my friends wanted to go, I think I posted a post about the free new cc before, I forgotten though =x.

We played some DotA games, had a lot fun because my Lina owned xP, haha gank a lot and ended quite early because we pushed lanes fast :D. It was 4v3 though, but still the 3 was people who are pro enough to win us, just so unlucky that their hero isn't at match with ours xD, wahaha. But sadly some got a little aggressive and got fired up, I don't know why, lol.

We also played some Left 4 Dead, which was also very fun lol. I like the versus mode, where we get to be zombies and survivors, I like being zombies, because well it's more entertaining instead of just shooting and shooting and nothing else =x. When the timing's right, we can just bash over the survivors and win just outside the safe room, ahaha xD.

That's all for now, hope get more days like today though xD.

.another

as time goes, minutes pass and seconds go,

the last second till the next day, letting it go would be such a waste.

Hmm, well today is just another day, a simple, boring, little and nothing special day. It's still not the time where people call me out, I want it now! LOL, ask me go out or something, I really will rot to pieces if I stay at home for too long, I'll be cow dung for sure in a week's time, seriously lol xD.

Still playing HoN all day, really need to find something else to do, but HoN always takes up the time because it's addictive, and I can't stop playing. It's fun when I win, obviously lol, and losing just sucks, now I'm just bullshitting. It's a 50/50 chance of winning, base on the team I am in though, some people can cope very well, while some really just suck a lot :<.

I really have nothing else to say now, since I've not been out for quite awhile. Even going to school, I have something to blog about, but a dead holiday without going out? Lifeless, I may say but we'll see, I might go out soon. Just hope someone calls me out :D.

.results

awaiting results are the happy moments people share together and jump up high with joy.

Heh, today's Wednesday and is the 1st day for 2 Dahlia students to go to school during holidays, sad case though :(. But still they have to finish their syllabus, due to 1 week off for quarantine, lol. Also if they go to school, they get some results too xD, which is also a good thing though.

Anyways, today Yi Shen went to school, he's from 2 Dahlia and luckily we share the same class during Chinese. Puan Chong gave out our results for Paper 1 of the Chinese exam, the objective paper. I was so glad that he told me my results for that paper, it was quite decent, and luckily didn't go over 20 questions wrong :D. Now all I need to do is wait for the Paper 2 results and sum the total and get my final result for Chinese paper, can't wait xD.

And for today, it's still the same thing, stayed at home played HoN with my brother, we play everyday, kinda addictive already, lol. I play so much that I didn't have any time to go on Facebook and update my blog lol. But still I'm trying to finish up slowly. So little time for doing these routines I do daily lol ever since my brother came back from his campus, haha xD.

I'm currently waiting to get my hands on THE KIDDIE's 「soar」single though, still can't find it on the internet, well I have to wait longer then, patience is a great thing ;d.

.finish

 

is this the end, it will never be, life continues on will obstacles to come. 

Well, I just finished today's Chinese exam, it was quite okay, wasn't as hard as last term's exam though, I was really glad, lol xD. I can't handle questions which are too hard for me, I suck at Chinese ;p. Was hoping no question about the creator for idioms, and yes it didn't have any xD, was so happy then lol. The questions are quite direct now, but seems that it confused me a little when I was answering the essay questions, yep ;o.

During exam, when we were doing Paper 2 which was the writing paper, Wy Keat slipped his bottle of black Chinese calligraphy ink on the girl in front of him which was Lam Yee, lol that happened all of a sudden, it kinda frightened the whole class. The poor Lam Yee, had to go wash up her leg because ink was all over it, was so unlucky and not worth it =x.

I took quite a long time finishing my essays this time, maybe I actually put thought in my essays for this term, lol I was working hard on the main essay, which holds 30 marks of the whole paper, a very important one :D. I wrote about my favorite past time, which was using the computer, I stated a lot of stuff, of why I like it, what it does to me and how I started liking it. I might say, it was a good essay for my experience, lol that's what I hope that teacher will think too.

Anyways, I went back very tired, bathed and ate my dinner, and so it continues my spree of playing HoN, with my brother of course, wee :D. Also I didn't get to finish up yesterday's post in time because I didn't have a lot of time due to study and playing HoN lol. xD I'm a lazy person, so whatever, kk ;p.

.pause

 

a moment there the world paused, erased and rewind bad times away.

I'm currently having holidays xD, yay fun time, due to PMR exams taken place during this week and the next, we get days off :D. Though, holidays tend to be boring if I stay at home all the time, and play HoN with my brother, lols =x. I need to go out and enjoy the holidays, so someone call me out :o.

But it seems some are not so lucky as me, having school beside holidays, sad though :(. I got friends from other schools have to go to school to finish their syllabus. Lol, but some like 2 Dahlia in my school, have to go to school because they had 1 week off of quarantine due to someone getting the H1N1 disease lol. Funny, but still unlucky xD.

Also I'm taking Chinese exams tomorrow, already started studying but I feel that it isn't enough lol. Must keep on study study study and study even more, so study is good, but I'm so lazy to study, no seriously. Still playing HoN though, play and study, kinda don't go together but still it's a good feeling. I like to hear music when I study though, some people may think that music distracts you from concentrating, but nah not for me xD.

I don't I can say much about today, since playing HoN and studying are the only things happening. Really boring start for holidays, it will get better I hope, by going out with friends though, but urgh I don't know, all I know now is just finish my exam and yeah fun time =o.

.swing

what's going on, life is just like a swing, happy breaks to sad at slight blink

So basically holiday is starting tomorrow, due to Form 3 students taking PMR exams, we are off to have fun xD. But wait, there's only one day I have to go to school which is Tuesday, aw should have been Monday, so I could enjoy a continuous holiday xD. Anyways, I have to go to school because I'm taking Chinese exams on Tuesday :O. One of my weak subjects I must say for myself :<, lol anyways I still need to study though. I might start on Monday >:D.

Today is just normal though, nothing really special happened, hmm :(. Played HoN with brother, usually we win a lot, but it seems our luck has taken it's toll now, it's the definite opposite of what we were getting before. Losing spree's on the mode, but still we win here and there, but mostly lose a lot, and playing at night makes it even worse because Pinoys are all out there, especially the noobiest ones :O. Kinda hate them, because they feed and suck at playing, wanna screw them up seriously, but I'm not trying to be a racist here, just they suck playing games, like Rakion and HoN, ftw.

Most of all, I'm having a major mood swing today. Early in the afternoon, I was doing great and so happy playing HoN with brother, we were having a lot of fun. Until evening, when after dinner, my brother scolded me out of the blue because I let my grandmother to wash the plates from lunch, which sucks a lot, it wasn't my fault because I was playing with him and my grandmother just took the plates and wash without saying, so we can't blame anyone here. This particular thing really brought my mood back down, kills my day, but it's at night so it will wear off soon.

That's all for now, I think I really need to start studying :o.

.lunar

it's the time again when the moon is round, people gather for a celebration of a festive day.

I missed yesterday's post, no ToT", I broke the sequence again :(. Well I didn't post yesterday because was playing too much of HoN with my brother, lol we do a great team, wanted to ask Hong play with us though, but he wasn't online ><". So only both of us played instead ;o. We mostly win, but sometimes lose because there are pinoys who are always noobs in our team, sad x(, why are pinoys noobs every game they play? I had the same problem last time when I was still playing Rakion, too many pinoys so I had to stop =o.

I finished my BM exam yesterday, teehee xD. It was quite okay, just I didn't do too well in novel part I think. Noo! I didn't know what was "kegigihan", I asked teacher and I got something drafty so I just wrote it about that word they want me to write about. I hope I got it correct though o_o;, or else it's 10 marks gone from novel part. But I almost had not enough time to finish my whole paper, because the word counting part always makes me confuse, stupid formal letter, I didn't know how to count the words, lol had to recount like 10 times and more words and recount 10 more times again O:.

Anyways, the main point for this post was about that today is the Lunar Festival, wee! It's the time where the moon is round and whole, also beautiful. With many people gathering to celebrate this festive day, eating moon cakes, putting up lanterns, chatting and all sorts of Chinese Lunar Festival tradition games :D, but it seems no one in my family celebrates it though, lol we just eat moon cakes just not on the same day xD. No lanterns were up, kinda bland for this year's festival, sad case ;o.

My mom's gone to Europe for 2 weeks as leisure time, lucky her she always go overseas vacations with her friends but not with us, sob T.T lol whatever, I want to go to Taiwan or Japan ffs!! Soon, AirAsia is flying to Taiwan and Japan, soon don't know when lols. And since my mom's not at home, me and my brother along grandma and my father is left, my father's working all the time, and my grandma can't cook for us too much because she has weak legs. So, my brother brought me to buy some food nearby, I was so afraid, lol my first time buying so many food alone, in the place where my mom always buy food from, lol =x, don't call me a pussy! xD.

That's all for now, continues to play HoN!

P/S: I'm currently on a Visual Kei spree, by shuffling my Visual Kei genre playlist :D.

.sail

the troubles are gone already, we shall not frustrate, just smooth sail over.

Okay, I just finished my Moral and English exams today ^o^. Moral was okay, not very hard, but some part is just a little confusing, I hope I get correct for that part though =x. Heh, I'm confident I got correct for all of the definitions :D. I do hope I get an A xD, I'm quite sure of it lols.

Well today 1st thing I saw at school was everyone had a book on their hands, cool everyone's been studying ;o. I saw our group of friends under the sitting hut, or something like that I don't know what it is called in English, omg lol! Anyways, I saw my friends memorizing the moral definitions, I went in to join them and I did some last minute memorizing. Everyone's doing so well, hehe I think so :D.

During the exam, I smooth sailed through the definition part, haha xD. This term's moral wasn't as hard as the previous term's, so I was glad :d. Though the structure questions are a little confusing ;(, I hope I didn't wrong too much at that part though o.o. While on the English essay, I panicked because my blue pen's, the one I always use to write essays with, ink is clogged, I scribbled like mad on a piece of white paper to I get the ink. But it didn't come out, so I eventually opened it and shake it and closed it back lol oAO.

Now I need to prepare for BM essay tomorrow, can't wait. I'm not so strong in BM though, so I really need to work hard, study study study!! I wanna get the same level of marks like I did previously, which was 83 ;o, but that is a little impossible, lol :( I can never get good marks for BM essay continuously, lol. Anyways working hard can make me feel confident to get an A, and I'm determined about that :p.

.coming

when something really big comes along, 

stay strong on your feet and face it with all your might.

Today is the last day for me to study for Moral, which I already am prepared for [x. I have memorize the definitions and have read through the extra notes, also looked through those pages in the textbook that teacher asked to do so, I do listen D:. I memorized 11 definitions, and I still can remember it while writing this blog post, lol. I get so used to memorizing definitions well, because this whole year we have to memorize them, and last year Form 1 which I was in a different school, the final exams we need to memorize the whole set of moral definitions, which is like impossible, but we did it :d.

Anyways, I can't wait to sit and finish the Moral paper, along with English essay paper. And finally on Friday the BM paper. After those exams, next week Tuesday, which is the only day I need to go to school, to take my Chinese exam, essay and objective. I'm really not secure for my Chinese though =/, I hate writing Chinese calligraphy >_<. My brush sucks and my ink I think is gonna finish already, but what the heck it's just one paper of ink writing.

Besides that paper, we get whole week of holidays next week, wee! Due to Form 3 students taking PMR, using our classes to take the exam, we do not need to come to school. But sadly, 2 Dahlia had to come back to school for the whole week because they took 1 week off of quarantine during H1N1 cases in my school. I feel sorry for them, we having fun during holidays and their at school studying :(, anyways good luck for them :d.

Now I have to do last few times of memorizing the definitions, and I'm really prepared for the exam tomorrow. I'm still not sure what is coming out for English essay's novel section, so we'll see and I can do it, I have to lol :d. Awai asked teacher and it's either Themes or Synopsis of the novel. I really it's a theme section, synopsis just makes me feel confused, oAo seriously.

Okay, back to study guys, good luck for everyone who's taking exams soon.

Wee, bring those exams down! Suckas..Lol, don't mind me. ty.