.coming

when something really big comes along, 

stay strong on your feet and face it with all your might.

Today is the last day for me to study for Moral, which I already am prepared for [x. I have memorize the definitions and have read through the extra notes, also looked through those pages in the textbook that teacher asked to do so, I do listen D:. I memorized 11 definitions, and I still can remember it while writing this blog post, lol. I get so used to memorizing definitions well, because this whole year we have to memorize them, and last year Form 1 which I was in a different school, the final exams we need to memorize the whole set of moral definitions, which is like impossible, but we did it :d.

Anyways, I can't wait to sit and finish the Moral paper, along with English essay paper. And finally on Friday the BM paper. After those exams, next week Tuesday, which is the only day I need to go to school, to take my Chinese exam, essay and objective. I'm really not secure for my Chinese though =/, I hate writing Chinese calligraphy >_<. My brush sucks and my ink I think is gonna finish already, but what the heck it's just one paper of ink writing.

Besides that paper, we get whole week of holidays next week, wee! Due to Form 3 students taking PMR, using our classes to take the exam, we do not need to come to school. But sadly, 2 Dahlia had to come back to school for the whole week because they took 1 week off of quarantine during H1N1 cases in my school. I feel sorry for them, we having fun during holidays and their at school studying :(, anyways good luck for them :d.

Now I have to do last few times of memorizing the definitions, and I'm really prepared for the exam tomorrow. I'm still not sure what is coming out for English essay's novel section, so we'll see and I can do it, I have to lol :d. Awai asked teacher and it's either Themes or Synopsis of the novel. I really it's a theme section, synopsis just makes me feel confused, oAo seriously.

Okay, back to study guys, good luck for everyone who's taking exams soon.

Wee, bring those exams down! Suckas..Lol, don't mind me. ty.

.study

everything through life, we go through study before doing it. 

Moral is just around the corner, well actually 2 days xD. I'm starting to feel nervous already, seriously. I waited today to only start studying because today there's a moral class. I wanted to see what teacher is going to tell us what to read and remember, also pay more attention on which parts and etc, yea xD. She's kind enough to give us tips, so I appreciate it a lot ;d. Also she helped us memorize during today's class, making us say out the definition one by one, kinda scary since I haven't started, but I didn't got called =x, lucky me xD.

English is gonna come next after Moral on the same day, wee xD. I like English, well because it's easy to me than other subjects, I was born surrounding English speaking people :D, so I'm quite good at it, I presume xD. Though this week is just essays and Moral, still need to get prepared for BM essay, a subject which I'm still not so good at, but I did well in recent exams, so we'll see o_O.

I really do hope I get good marks this time, but I don't want to switch classes next year, I like my current class more. I don't really like going to a high standard class, because people are snobby there and quite showoffs :(. But I can't really judge a book by it's cover, so I must just face the facts. So I will still try hard to get good marks :D.

I don't know why, but recently I'm like having no time post something on this blog, maybe because recently my brother came back and we play HoN every night, and exams are coming soon so I study more often? I am really not sure, or maybe I'm starting to feel lazy, I can't be doing that now, can I? I need to keep my blog active and alive, not drop down dead =x. But just for making measures, I might post a little later than usual due to exams and time issues. So I might post a small note everyday, I like to keep the sequence xD, that I will update later. I will update around a day or maximum 2 days after the date of post.

So good luck to me on exams, and everyone work hard studying D:.

AAA, exams are so annoying...=o=.

.home

we go far, but we bound to go back because we are children of the home we come from.

Today is the day we all go back to school, except for uni students that is :d. So happy to see my friends again xD, but also sad that exams are forthcoming :(, means study time. School was back to normal after a week of silence without students chattering, laughing, scolding too lol, and moving about D:.

Anyways, exams starts on Thursday, Moral, one of my favorite subjects :D. Haven't started studying though, I'll start tomorrow, after teacher explains about the exam, tomorrow we have Moral period, so yea D:. Been scoring good results for Moral, so I'm quite hoping that I'll get to stay on that level for this exam coming xD. Even some of my friends have already started studying, I have not =x. Have to study, but starting to study is always the hardest part >_<".

I just don't why my school wants to separate the exam time, from 3 subjects this week Thursday and Friday along with next week's Tuesday. And then we have PMR holidays, wee holidays OAO. Continue back exams on 30th of October. But it's also good cause, well we need time to study right? xD. But they should have merged them together and do it after PMR holidays, duh =x.

My brother came back from Setapak and now currently staying back where he was from, our home :D which got ugly when father brought some old stuff back and left it on the porch :<. Anyways, he brought back his computer too, now we can play HoN together, wee so happy *claps*. He's computer is so much better than mine, he has better RAM so he can play Sims 3 so smoothly, I lag quite often ToT"... He still watches a lot of the Taiwan reality idol show on PPS.tv, have no idea why it is so nice to watch :(. Like me, following Melrose Place I guess :p. He didn't bring back his speakers though, they are epic speakers, white chic wooden :D

That's all for now ;d, bye all xD.

.heal

we fall, we hurt, all it's just needs time to heal and we stand again.

Today had lunch with brother at Setapak, he's doing well there :D. Mom keeps saying that he's happy lols. She says that every week, I don't know why xD. Anyways, my brother is coming back Monday night, can't wait because now he has his own computer, he will bring his computer from Setapak, and we both can play together I hope o_O.

My brother's school holidays has just started and mine's over :(. So fast already 1 week of holidays, feels like just 3 days lol x(. After holidays I will be having exams well, Moral this week and essays. The other subjects is end of October, they need to separate it because in the middle there's PMR exams for Form 3. So I will be studying during those holidays :(, no fun.

After back from Setapak, I went to take my stuff from Awai's house, left my boxes holding food there. He washed them and gave me some leftover cake and jelly, so kind :d. Then my mom wanted to watch the TV series she follows, and she brought me to cut my hair later that ToT". Then we came back, and I watched Aliens In The Attic on Thunder 5 :D.

Later that evening, me and my mom went to have dinner with my grandmother staying in Segambut. She's currently having Eczema disease, which is just mild skin disease, there scars on her whole body, but according to my mom it's getting better now. Hope she will heal back in time :). My uncle and his family was there too D:.

That's all, need to get back to school tomorrow.

Fun to see friends, but sad to do work lols! xP.

.happybirthday III

even though old or young, we do not leave neither behind, 

we are still there to celebrate a once in a year event whenever age comes another.

★☆ Happy Birthday, Noob Awai! ☆★

you loud little guy, that always acts like a big brother :p. wish you'll grow taller xD.

I didn't had enough time to post something on 26/9, well because I was still in the party last night till 12 midnight, it was really fun. People are laughing and chatting, some are playing cards too, they like to gamble =x, I'm not keen about gambling @@". The whole place was fun and noisy xD.

We had some awesome food, well too much food. There was like barbecue, noodles, rice, sandwiches, curry, french fries and pizza. It was too much we couldn't finish at all, there was like a big pot of fried rice and a big plate of noodles o_o; already enough. But then I made a lot of sandwiches, ToT and there are so many leftovers, but I didn't take it back yet because Awai's family might still eat them :d. They ordered 4 boxes of large pizza and there's a pot of curry from Marcus, which actually tastes delicious xP. The worst part is there's only like 15 people there? And the food is like for 30 people o-o", so it's quite a lot. The barbecue was okay, lol someone put the sausages without people looking after it, so most of them gotten burnt, but Kinfeng took them and cut the burned parts off, he saved the day! XD.

There was great music playing through Adrian's laptop, he had Awai's speakers to make the songs loud enough to play for the whole house :D. He had quite a good list of songs which is very entertaining, I love BEP! xD. Li Mun tries playing the songs on loud bass mode, which made Leon pissed =x. Lol, we didn't like it too, it sounded like a dance club party, which definitely is not o.o". Anyways, the drink Awai prepared was too thick and sweet, lol needed his mom to add water to make it just nice enough to be drinkable, it's so sweet it made throats painful =o.

Awai had some games for us to play, there was Twister, it was so fun, but I got out so fast because there was no more red, what the hell T.T!! If there was another red, I could have stayed longer there lols. Then there was this newspaper game, that a pair of people have to fold and try to stand in the area of the newspaper. I didn't play because well it's impossible lol, but some insisted to play, so I watched xD. Then Chungyi and Awai with others keep playing Black Jack to gamble XO, Awai won a lot I think, lols.

When it was 11:30, Marcus, Soo Yee, Jowyn and Yi Shen already went back home, so the others thought of going to the free cc to play. I wanted to go too, but my mom wouldn't let me because it was late, and she was tired and needs sleep, so she didn't want me to go :(. Ctc and Jin Yew played Dragonica, I saw them and I laughed, lol well because they were low level :p, like 11 and 14, and I was like 32 but I stopped playing because it actually gets boring later like maple :(.

Anyways, that's all, Happy Birthday Awai!! XD.

.confused

this is what you get when you mess with us,
and for a minute there, I lost myself, I lost myself.

Well today is just as normal as usual, nothing happen too :(. Was bored the whole day at home sitting in front on the computer, staring at the screen forever o.o. All I can think is about something new and fresh to really excite me up, lol @@". But the only I can do is computer and TV what else? TV's not always mine to watch and computer's the only one I got. So it''s MSN, Facebook, Youtube and HoN, done :).

I don't know why, but my mic kinda don't work on HoN, which sucks badly seriously :(. My mic seems to work perfectly on Skype and MSN but it really blows on HoN, I don't know why =.=. I can click the voice chat button but then it will just show a mic and my friends can hear a soft sound only, what the heck when on Skype it's just pure clear and loud. So that got me really confused, my friend's mic works but my don't, unfair :o.

Really have nothing much to blog about today, just some bored day and daydreaming, but I didn't daydream actually lol, just exaggerating :d. Anyways tomorrow's Awai birthday party, kinda like potluck theme of a party I guess, so everyone needs to prepare some food or just bring presents if you don't wanna cook :p.

Anyways that's all for today, gonna update about tomorrow's event guys ;d.

.amuse

happy times are the times we shine, amused by the little things which fulfill us.

Today I woke up at 9:30, mom told me she is only free during lunch hour, which is 12, and I was no, no I'm going with my friends at 11 to 11:30, so she told me to ask if the time can be changed to 12, but then Aunter sms me and said he was coming at 11:30 o.0, so I got a ride now, wee I didn't know he would come fetch me. We were going to Zi Qin's house xD, so big and comfy, as all houses do in Tropicana Club.

So we reached Zi Qin's house by Aunter's uncle fetching us, he is so kind to give his time to pick us up. Anyways, Sue May was at Zi Qin's house already, I called before just to make sure she is going and brother picked up and said she already went out :o. We went in her house, saw Zi Qin's sister, she is so cute and active *nods*. We went upstairs and saw her father using the computer, we said hi :D. Waited on the sofa outside her room, quite a while so I chatted with Aunter, tried transferring songs through infrared and it sucked :p, I know my phone isn't modern don't even have Bluetooth :(. Then Zi Qin opened the door and we saw their hair wet, they must have bathed @_@. They came out and we chatted and stuff, Sue May didn't sit at all, Aunter called her the statue lol. Zi Qin's sister sat on another sofa, she's 1 years and a half I think, though young yet so active *nods[2]*. She's also flexible according to Zi Qin, she's a acrobatic in a making :o.

Zi Qin brought us in her room, we chatted even more about school, songs, life and more. Her sister was also inside the room, we played with her, Aunter keep say throw the plush dog to Zi Qin, lol Zi Qin keep scold if she throw it she will be punished, she almost threw the plush dog but hesitated, haha. Sue May told us about her house had a break in in a very short time, but little mistakes were occurred. Then she used Zi Qin's SLR camera, aw I want one :(, and took pictures of Zi Qin's sister, she was so scared of the flash, she patted her chest to show she is scared, so cute xD!!! Then she couldn't handle it anymore, she asked Aunter to bring her down and she ran to her mother's side, lol.

Zi Qin's driver came and we went out, got in the car and head to 1 Utama, woo xD. So we reached there, there was like no one? Maybe cause it's lunch time, people are eating at the restaurants. But at the cinema ticket booth, there was like a party going on, lol. So many people were there waiting in the queue, some were waiting for the cinema rooms to open. We queued up, Zi Qin said she want to buy tickets for A Perfect Getaway, but it was 18PL, she said just try. So we bought the tickets, we went to eat, since there was like 2 hours more to the movie, we ate at T.G.I Fridays :D. The food was nice, there was a lot of cheese which made Sue May uncomfortable, lol she keeps saying that she was so full o.o. We ate like 2 appetizers and 3 main courses, reached to total amount of RM163.40, lol eating above 100 is my 1st time with friends =x.

After eating, there was 20 minutes more, we went back to the cinema area and bought some water. As we wanted to go in, Zi Qin and Sue May had passed the "check" for 18 and above movie goers, but me and Aunter had failed, lol Aunter couldn't say he was 18 I don't know, maybe he had a nervous breakdown? But then we just forget about it, since it was not really expensive, it RM8 not RM11. Meh, we just walked around with the girls while they shop, Aunter's friend is so funny, he jumped out of nowhere and frightened me and Aunter, lol xD. They talked about rock climbing this Saturday with Aunter's father, oo interesting. And then we tried finding the girls, they said they were at shop called Vincci, but I had no idea where that place is since I'm don't really walk in 1 Utama much, but the way Zi Qin pronounce it as [vin;see] so I got confused, I thought it was [vin;chi], yea @_@. At Speedy, Zi Qin bought a SS501 cd and a K-Horror movie, wee :D my forte.

Then Zi Qin's driver came and we went to find Sze Li, at his house, we saw his brother and his friend coming out of a car, his brother looks so alike with Sze Li. Then we called he to come out, and asked whether he wanted to come to Zi Qin's house, he can wee! So we went back to Zi Qin's house, we played the K-Horror movie called Loner, it was quite okay, no ghost though, K-Horror always seem to connect with psychological minds of human beings, so it was mind twisting, not so scary though :(. Sue May couldn't even watch whenever a little curious part come along, she always turned her head facing another direction lol xD.

Then we went up to Zi Qin's room again, we talked more again, and Zi Qin found Youtube videos, which are funny lol, her mother called her to go down and eat, but since there was so much of us there, her mother told us to call pizza instead, o_o". So we went back up and watched one funny video, talked again. And then Zi Qin told us there is this video about Japanese people speaking English badly and you cannot laugh at all, the internet was slow, and the pizza came already, so we left the videos to load. We ate pizza and some curry pork, the meat was hard to bite because the meat are from boars, not normal pork.

After eating we went back up the room, and watched the videos, the videos were funny, the Taiwan funny show always made us laugh lol, one old man and one old lady speech about lyrics and something similar, and they pronounced it and sounded like vulgar words, like CCB and stuff but it is real Chinese words, not the bad ones. Later that, Aunter said to play prank calls, I think it's lame but er what the heck, Aunter called someone and pranked him, it was so funny lol!! It made us laugh till we can't stop. Especially the one call to a person we know, he was so daring to talk back asking what Aunter wants, lol. Aunter is such a random guy, he said "Hey Sexy, do you remember me? I'm your angel. I miss you so much. I love cereal!! Cereal with milk :). I'm from a company of cereal and stalker.com" < LOL.

Then it was late, Sue May went back home, her sister came to fetch her. And Zi Qin and Aunter planned for a reunion of 6B class 2007, book a cinema and watch a movie, eat and more stuff I think. Hope it really happens, cause we really need a reunion D:. Then Aunter's father came and brought me and Sze Li back home, the radio was playing some weird Hakka and Hokkien songs, lol. Sze Li went back before me. I was next, reached my home and Aunter couldn't stop saying "Selamat Tinggal" lol, I said bye and he called me to say in Malay, lol I didn't care :p.

So that's all what I did today, it was one of the most fun days I had since :D.

Really happy to meet them back and talked about life :p.