.thinking

thoughts circular in our minds, making us deep sink into somewhere.

Hmm, basically I got my thinking on, there is like 4 more days to Christmas, I really can't wait, especially there is going to be turkey for dinner ;p.  I love it when my aunt brings us a big sized juicy turkey, ready to be eaten xD.

I like Christmas, but sadly there is no snow in Malaysia, sucks big time I know :(. Christmas should really be celebrated with snow around the environment, you know? That's what all Christmas is mostly about >o

And, I am still thinking about the CD I asked my uncle to buy, really hope he got his hands on a copy in US, can only find in US, Malaysia is so falling back behind, zzz. I want my gaga CD like now, :O.

Ima go see my dentist tomorrow, and then evening, I'm going to fetch some friends to a friend's BBQ party who stays in a place where the traffic jam can go crazy!

I also like the song "Jump Then Fall" by Taylor Swift, very sweet song xD.

.excited

excited for little wonderful things, may just make your day.

I can’t believe Lycaon and Canzel are releasing full length albums on my birthday (03/24) next year.
Canzel’s album will be titled Invit S.P.

Tracklist:

01.Enter
02.Invit’
03.青色LOVERS LINE
04.声、鳴り
05.piano
06.永劫回帰エレメント
07.失踪イン マイ ルーム
08.雨音
09.starlight
10.scenes
11.世界終了釦。-world end switch.-
12.EXP
Bonus Track (limited edition)
13.Wish Upon A Star (re-recording)

So far no tracklist of Lycaon’s new album Royal Order is released, but still very excited ^o^.

Omg^^ so happy to hear about it, this is my first time experiencing releases of my favorite band on my birthday, I feel special :d.

Oh, I have been playing this game called JX3, MMORPG, chinese though with my brother today, and turns out that the reason why the game looks so damn good, it's because it's a P2P game, they only give free trial for quite a time, then they just stop o_o.

.decision

we have to decide no matter what, whether we take this road or not.

Erm, I have decided to delete all my previous post that I have left empty and not updated. I apologize much for that, I will not let it happen again. I guess I must have just gotten a little carried away by my lazyness so I didn't update much.

I am going to start again from this post, so you guys can actually keep up with me^^. I will try to update as actively as I can. So please check up my blog daily if you like :D.

And I just found out that Malaysia is such a fail for not having Lady Gaga's The Fame Monster standard edition, that means 1 disc without the 2nd disc containing The Fame album, her old album in it. It was quite a disappointment, my mom asked Rock Corner in Curve and Midvalley, they say they only have the deluxe edition and a Malaysian edition without the booklet, yeah wth right? srsly? zz

So I asked my uncle staying in US to buy it for me through her website I think, he can do either way, but I don't know if they sell in retail stores though, so I do hope my uncle plans to buy through her official website, that's the most easiest way. My uncle is so nice, but I am sure going to pay him back^^, can't take family for granted =x.

Lastly, my brother is coming back tonight! I hope so though, cause he was suppose to come back yesterday night but he had to go out with friends and have fun since his exams are over now and he have 1 month holidays, wow 1 month so long @_@. Now he is back we can play HoN together again, wee :D.

.lazy

so lazy to do anything, nothing has urge me to do stuff.

Even still there is school, but then we do nothing basically, we just talk, play and well like hanging out literally. Teachers are just in and sometimes no teacher comes in at all, since we have nothing else to do though. Thus for nothing else to do, Puan Chia held games between classes in the school.

There was all types of games, mainly are the sports games, like competition between classes, sports like basketball, footbal, bola sepak and others. Our school is very focused on basketball though, I like it too, it's more fun than kicking balls, lol.

Today is the girl's basketball competition, they were great, they put on their best, nice :d. Tomorrow are the guy's turn., I didn't know I was in for my class until Awai told me, I'm not very good seriously, anyways I'm just there as a substitute, phew xD, I can't do much on the court though ._.

Also there are like board games, hosted by Puan Shama, games like Monopoly, Scrabble and English and Chinese chess, I'm not really fond of it, it's well a little childish, lol xD, I rather watch people play basketball, haha more interesting and exciting ;p.

.apologies

my apologies, to every one who look at me another way now.

I am so sorry guys for not updating heh, been lazy nowadays, to be honest I've been lazy a lot since I'm so free now. Well mostly when people are free we tend to updating more actively, lol I'm quite the opposite as you can see, when I'm free I do other stuff, like play games watch TV and Facebook, I guess, lol.

So sorry xD, I will try to update more too, but anyways when my brother is around, I can barely touch my computer, my computer, yes mine, and my brother just holds it up and don't give me any time to play at all, since he comes back only on weekends, and the place he is staying around his campus has no internet, so yeah =/.

.done

everything is done now, we can relapse the memory we have kept.

I'm so glad that everything is over now, pressuring exams are now gone for this year, so relieved though :D. Also school is going to end soon for my Form 2 syllabus, everything I started are accomplished completed now xD, yay.

Hmm, though I'm gonna miss afternoon session, cause next year I'm gonna face waking up early morning for morning session school issues, wow lol a mouth full, okay yeah! But I think I'm gonna adapt back like how I did when I was in primary school year 3, which is also morning session, it's really something new to me that time, so I think I'm used to it now, I can handle next year :o.

I can't think of nothing else to post about today, so toodlez~

.end

everything we do to accomplish, will always come to an end, we are happy.

Anyways, I tried my best in the exams, I really do hope I am getting good results though, that is all I hope for now, and no fails :(. I've studied hard enough I think, so I am quite confident that I won't fail any subjects.

Also, I am very happy that exams are over! YAY, now I got so much free time, holidays are starting next week Monday, but one thing I hate about is that on Tuesday during the holidays we have to go back to school with our parents to take the report cards, aw, they should have done it during Friday! This is so troublesome, no seriously my mom is also complaining about it ;p.

Tomorrow is the last day of school, that will be a performance day, so no studies, just performances cool!! XD. I saw a peek on them rehearsing today in the school hall already, they have some awesome performances coming up :o.

That's all for today, Ima take a big rest now after tiring exams :D.

.sorry

we will be sorry for those things we have done to hurt others. 

First thing first, this is not about me feeling sorry for hurting people, lol. It is basically me apologizing to you guys for not posting much enough, as I said there was a very low chance that I will not be posting anything during my exams days, it's hard you know! >.<"

I am trying my best to post something, but my brother is also around, so it's even harder to post! Lol, I'm just gonna try so don't be highly expecting me posting something, sorry =x.

.test

we face tests all the time, we just need to be ready for it.

Well, I've been studying a lot lately, due to exams, which is TOMORROW!! :O, I'm so nervous now, I need to really prepare, since this is the FYE, aka final year exam, lol I learned that from Ying Xi, thanks :D. Tomorrow's subject is science, I hope I am ready >.<".

So, I better get back to studying hard now, don't wanna regret later for not studying enough for tomorrow, I need to do my best tomorrow :D, so..I'll stop here for now, I will try to post something during my exams, or maybe I won't cause I might be busy all the time study and my brother is back tomorrow, so yeah, might have a low chance of me updating :d.

Bye ;d.

.same

if you think you are different, you are not, after all we all are under the same sun.

Hmm, today is the same as any ordinary day, just more studying, wootz! I really have been working hard studying for final year exams :D, I really do hope I get wonderful and satisfying results on my hands by the time exams are over :D.

Tomorrow, is the first day of my final year exam part II, lols yeah part II because part I was the Moral + Essay papers during end of October, the results are just okay :(. Well I hope I get better in FYEs, yeah must be soulful, woo!! It's very busy now, study and study and even more studying! I sound like a nerd but what so ever I am not lols.

I must get studying my Science now, must work hard, lulzz~!!

.sloth

a little rest wouldn't hurt, well take a second of rest and get back to work!

Oh, no..I think I'm falling back to old habits? Old habits really do die hard >o<". Well, actually I felt a little lazy to post on my blog nowadays, I don't know why, maybe it's the things happening around recently, I have many things to do, like study a lot for exams that are coming soon, going to school and I only get so little time to use the computer, especially when my brother is around.

Lol, so I will still try my best to post as much as I can, update I mean, yeah..I won't let the old habit overcome me again, that's what happen for my previous blog, I started very actively, then it suddenly wears off and I got bored of it and didn't touch it ever since, I don't want this to happen to blog :(. Especially a blog I really put heart and soul into and I can't believe I've passed 50 posts on this blog already, I did not even go that far on my old blogs, I am really happy and proud :d.

Anyways, exams is just right around the corner, I might post less, but I will still post, so no worries guys :d. Thanks for reading my blog, to those who really do read! :d.

.stop

everyone needs a stop time after time, we have to be adequate and not overloading our precious time.

Sorry, I've had a pause or a stop recently, I am very busy studying, I'm no nerd! :o. And I only, yes only study when there is exams coming, I do not study out of leisure, ew :>:( Anyways, we had to get As, ain't we? Haha, well good luck to me, since my exam is starting this Friday, I am nervous though, :<. I will find time to post on my blog if I have it, okay? Sorry =x.

.mistake

a little mistake come and go, little confusions and little stress haunts me.

Erm, so today when during BM period, Puan Shama came in our class and ask us to take our pencil box along with us and go to 2 Anggerik class, to check our Moral papers, it was so fast and all of a sudden, I didn't even realize that she was in the class at the first place, lol.

I saw Chan Haw and the others stood up and took their pencil boxes, so I followed and ask what was happening, and Chan Haw told me then, lol. Then when were at Anggerik class, no one was there, I don't know what class they are having though.

Argh, I got so low for Moral this time, I got 78 marks :(, lost 10 marks for a question that is way confusing! Grr, pissed off about that, but anyways I still got highest in class, I was like wtf?! Seriously?! = =".... Awai was 74 so close, wao :D. Chan Haw, why do you always get low marks! = =, please study lar bro. People care about you nia, lol =x.

When it was after school, I was told that Benjamin got his 78 marks to 80 by just asking teacher because he finished all her work and passed it all in time, so I suddenly thought of it, I didn't know why I did not think of it at all, maybe I wasn't greedy to get an A? lol xD. So it was a mistake though, I'm gonna try my luck to see if next week Puan Shama would let me have extra 2 more marks.

Yishen told me that Puan Shama is on lift next week, shit noo :(.

.angry

anger is too strong for anything to hold it back, 

just like a tree with anger will pull it's roots out of the ground.

Gah, I'm so angry at my mom now, :(. Today in school Awai and Chan Haw planned to go to Uptown's McDonald's to have a group study, i thought it was a great idea, so we talked a lot about that during school, we had a lot to talk about ;d. Well basically, Chan Haw needed my help in Science and Awai need Chan Haw and my help in Maths.

So the plan was going so well, until when I came back home today, and ask my mom about the group study, she instantly said no, because she said McDonald's is not a suitable place to have a group study since it's noisy all the time. But I always see people inside McD studying their ass off and no noise is interrupting them at all :o.

So I explained to her that it's for a group study and she still wouldn't let me, I tried explaining to her that no noise will interrupt us studying and we'll do fine there, she still sticks to what she said, gah so bad =.=". Then she said she will let Chan Haw and Awai to come our house instead to study, earlier I didn't want that but then later I thought of it again, and I will think about it, I still don't know yet though have to ask them tomorrow. o.O"

.prepare

preparation is the primary step to anything to succeed in.

Well, today is the first day I'm gonna start studying for my final year exams, it's due to next Friday, wow so fast! omg, and I'm starting today, it's like 9 days of study, lol like usual, but its FYE and I'm doing the same to what I did during mid term which is less harder than FYE, obviously, I don't know why, I'm so in to sticking back to basics, = =".

Well I started studying Science today since Science is the first subject I'm taking on Friday, 2 papers, subjective and objective, I'm poor in subjective, noo needs to read more Science, but damn lazy = =", woot but still I do revision everyday, once though, if I do more than twice a subject per day, I will malfunction, in a weird way! woo~.

There is so much to study for FYE, well basically the whole syllabus of Form 2, ew so much. It's the whole text book OAO, thank God Mom brought me to buy Science and Mathematics revision books, since I need it next year for PMR anyways, must well buy it early than later, also I lost my Science 1st note book, shit that's why I really need the revision book :(.

P/s: For your information, FYE stands for Final Year Exam, if your brain is too slow to interpret what I was saying o.O.

.skip

miracles happen just like stones skipping through the waters makes wonders.

 
Well, its back to weekends again, hmm I can't believe time goes by so quickly, like a blink of an eye, a glitch in motion, unable to be seen. And still, weekends come and go, we don't get much profit out of it, because always the same haunting boredom always do turns back and come forward to us again. We can't run, we can't hide, we just need to face it bravely and deal with it till times comes passing.

All I can think of is just playing games on the computer, or maybe just watching tv, which isn't enough for me, I do really need things to excite me in life, or else I'll might just rot and drop dead on the floor. Although playing HoN is fun, but excessive of playing is just bringing me no where. I win and lose, without any benefits, so it's just quite a bore to be honest. Television is just an uncertain alternative, I might get to watch or not, because I do not own the television with Astro, my grandmother does, lol.

Also all I watch is MTV or the 700+ and 400+ digit channels. I like entertainment, entertainment excites me, I like movies and music, my favorites which keep my alive along the way. But as I observe recently, music channels just play the songs which are getting huge mainstream, and all of it is just repetitive, nothing new, nothing fresh. Another bore = =". Movie channels are annoying, they like putting up old movies and unattractive movies, I like good movies with good story lines not boring movies with bad acting.

Here I am, just updating my same old blog, just a past time, nothing else can be done, must well just being on the internet, surfing around, Facebook and Youtube. Listening music, increasing music counts on Last.fm xD, and chatting on MSN. That's all for now, if you ask why this post is more in literature, well do not because I have no explanation =x.

.results

awaiting results are the happy moments people share together and jump up high with joy.

Heh, today's Wednesday and is the 1st day for 2 Dahlia students to go to school during holidays, sad case though :(. But still they have to finish their syllabus, due to 1 week off for quarantine, lol. Also if they go to school, they get some results too xD, which is also a good thing though.

Anyways, today Yi Shen went to school, he's from 2 Dahlia and luckily we share the same class during Chinese. Puan Chong gave out our results for Paper 1 of the Chinese exam, the objective paper. I was so glad that he told me my results for that paper, it was quite decent, and luckily didn't go over 20 questions wrong :D. Now all I need to do is wait for the Paper 2 results and sum the total and get my final result for Chinese paper, can't wait xD.

And for today, it's still the same thing, stayed at home played HoN with my brother, we play everyday, kinda addictive already, lol. I play so much that I didn't have any time to go on Facebook and update my blog lol. But still I'm trying to finish up slowly. So little time for doing these routines I do daily lol ever since my brother came back from his campus, haha xD.

I'm currently waiting to get my hands on THE KIDDIE's 「soar」single though, still can't find it on the internet, well I have to wait longer then, patience is a great thing ;d.

.finish

 

is this the end, it will never be, life continues on will obstacles to come. 

Well, I just finished today's Chinese exam, it was quite okay, wasn't as hard as last term's exam though, I was really glad, lol xD. I can't handle questions which are too hard for me, I suck at Chinese ;p. Was hoping no question about the creator for idioms, and yes it didn't have any xD, was so happy then lol. The questions are quite direct now, but seems that it confused me a little when I was answering the essay questions, yep ;o.

During exam, when we were doing Paper 2 which was the writing paper, Wy Keat slipped his bottle of black Chinese calligraphy ink on the girl in front of him which was Lam Yee, lol that happened all of a sudden, it kinda frightened the whole class. The poor Lam Yee, had to go wash up her leg because ink was all over it, was so unlucky and not worth it =x.

I took quite a long time finishing my essays this time, maybe I actually put thought in my essays for this term, lol I was working hard on the main essay, which holds 30 marks of the whole paper, a very important one :D. I wrote about my favorite past time, which was using the computer, I stated a lot of stuff, of why I like it, what it does to me and how I started liking it. I might say, it was a good essay for my experience, lol that's what I hope that teacher will think too.

Anyways, I went back very tired, bathed and ate my dinner, and so it continues my spree of playing HoN, with my brother of course, wee :D. Also I didn't get to finish up yesterday's post in time because I didn't have a lot of time due to study and playing HoN lol. xD I'm a lazy person, so whatever, kk ;p.

.pause

 

a moment there the world paused, erased and rewind bad times away.

I'm currently having holidays xD, yay fun time, due to PMR exams taken place during this week and the next, we get days off :D. Though, holidays tend to be boring if I stay at home all the time, and play HoN with my brother, lols =x. I need to go out and enjoy the holidays, so someone call me out :o.

But it seems some are not so lucky as me, having school beside holidays, sad though :(. I got friends from other schools have to go to school to finish their syllabus. Lol, but some like 2 Dahlia in my school, have to go to school because they had 1 week off of quarantine due to someone getting the H1N1 disease lol. Funny, but still unlucky xD.

Also I'm taking Chinese exams tomorrow, already started studying but I feel that it isn't enough lol. Must keep on study study study and study even more, so study is good, but I'm so lazy to study, no seriously. Still playing HoN though, play and study, kinda don't go together but still it's a good feeling. I like to hear music when I study though, some people may think that music distracts you from concentrating, but nah not for me xD.

I don't I can say much about today, since playing HoN and studying are the only things happening. Really boring start for holidays, it will get better I hope, by going out with friends though, but urgh I don't know, all I know now is just finish my exam and yeah fun time =o.

.lunar

it's the time again when the moon is round, people gather for a celebration of a festive day.

I missed yesterday's post, no ToT", I broke the sequence again :(. Well I didn't post yesterday because was playing too much of HoN with my brother, lol we do a great team, wanted to ask Hong play with us though, but he wasn't online ><". So only both of us played instead ;o. We mostly win, but sometimes lose because there are pinoys who are always noobs in our team, sad x(, why are pinoys noobs every game they play? I had the same problem last time when I was still playing Rakion, too many pinoys so I had to stop =o.

I finished my BM exam yesterday, teehee xD. It was quite okay, just I didn't do too well in novel part I think. Noo! I didn't know what was "kegigihan", I asked teacher and I got something drafty so I just wrote it about that word they want me to write about. I hope I got it correct though o_o;, or else it's 10 marks gone from novel part. But I almost had not enough time to finish my whole paper, because the word counting part always makes me confuse, stupid formal letter, I didn't know how to count the words, lol had to recount like 10 times and more words and recount 10 more times again O:.

Anyways, the main point for this post was about that today is the Lunar Festival, wee! It's the time where the moon is round and whole, also beautiful. With many people gathering to celebrate this festive day, eating moon cakes, putting up lanterns, chatting and all sorts of Chinese Lunar Festival tradition games :D, but it seems no one in my family celebrates it though, lol we just eat moon cakes just not on the same day xD. No lanterns were up, kinda bland for this year's festival, sad case ;o.

My mom's gone to Europe for 2 weeks as leisure time, lucky her she always go overseas vacations with her friends but not with us, sob T.T lol whatever, I want to go to Taiwan or Japan ffs!! Soon, AirAsia is flying to Taiwan and Japan, soon don't know when lols. And since my mom's not at home, me and my brother along grandma and my father is left, my father's working all the time, and my grandma can't cook for us too much because she has weak legs. So, my brother brought me to buy some food nearby, I was so afraid, lol my first time buying so many food alone, in the place where my mom always buy food from, lol =x, don't call me a pussy! xD.

That's all for now, continues to play HoN!

P/S: I'm currently on a Visual Kei spree, by shuffling my Visual Kei genre playlist :D.