.decision

we have to decide no matter what, whether we take this road or not.

Erm, I have decided to delete all my previous post that I have left empty and not updated. I apologize much for that, I will not let it happen again. I guess I must have just gotten a little carried away by my lazyness so I didn't update much.

I am going to start again from this post, so you guys can actually keep up with me^^. I will try to update as actively as I can. So please check up my blog daily if you like :D.

And I just found out that Malaysia is such a fail for not having Lady Gaga's The Fame Monster standard edition, that means 1 disc without the 2nd disc containing The Fame album, her old album in it. It was quite a disappointment, my mom asked Rock Corner in Curve and Midvalley, they say they only have the deluxe edition and a Malaysian edition without the booklet, yeah wth right? srsly? zz

So I asked my uncle staying in US to buy it for me through her website I think, he can do either way, but I don't know if they sell in retail stores though, so I do hope my uncle plans to buy through her official website, that's the most easiest way. My uncle is so nice, but I am sure going to pay him back^^, can't take family for granted =x.

Lastly, my brother is coming back tonight! I hope so though, cause he was suppose to come back yesterday night but he had to go out with friends and have fun since his exams are over now and he have 1 month holidays, wow 1 month so long @_@. Now he is back we can play HoN together again, wee :D.

.apologies

my apologies, to every one who look at me another way now.

I am so sorry guys for not updating heh, been lazy nowadays, to be honest I've been lazy a lot since I'm so free now. Well mostly when people are free we tend to updating more actively, lol I'm quite the opposite as you can see, when I'm free I do other stuff, like play games watch TV and Facebook, I guess, lol.

So sorry xD, I will try to update more too, but anyways when my brother is around, I can barely touch my computer, my computer, yes mine, and my brother just holds it up and don't give me any time to play at all, since he comes back only on weekends, and the place he is staying around his campus has no internet, so yeah =/.

.end

everything we do to accomplish, will always come to an end, we are happy.

Anyways, I tried my best in the exams, I really do hope I am getting good results though, that is all I hope for now, and no fails :(. I've studied hard enough I think, so I am quite confident that I won't fail any subjects.

Also, I am very happy that exams are over! YAY, now I got so much free time, holidays are starting next week Monday, but one thing I hate about is that on Tuesday during the holidays we have to go back to school with our parents to take the report cards, aw, they should have done it during Friday! This is so troublesome, no seriously my mom is also complaining about it ;p.

Tomorrow is the last day of school, that will be a performance day, so no studies, just performances cool!! XD. I saw a peek on them rehearsing today in the school hall already, they have some awesome performances coming up :o.

That's all for today, Ima take a big rest now after tiring exams :D.

.sorry

we will be sorry for those things we have done to hurt others. 

First thing first, this is not about me feeling sorry for hurting people, lol. It is basically me apologizing to you guys for not posting much enough, as I said there was a very low chance that I will not be posting anything during my exams days, it's hard you know! >.<"

I am trying my best to post something, but my brother is also around, so it's even harder to post! Lol, I'm just gonna try so don't be highly expecting me posting something, sorry =x.

.test

we face tests all the time, we just need to be ready for it.

Well, I've been studying a lot lately, due to exams, which is TOMORROW!! :O, I'm so nervous now, I need to really prepare, since this is the FYE, aka final year exam, lol I learned that from Ying Xi, thanks :D. Tomorrow's subject is science, I hope I am ready >.<".

So, I better get back to studying hard now, don't wanna regret later for not studying enough for tomorrow, I need to do my best tomorrow :D, so..I'll stop here for now, I will try to post something during my exams, or maybe I won't cause I might be busy all the time study and my brother is back tomorrow, so yeah, might have a low chance of me updating :d.

Bye ;d.

.mistake

a little mistake come and go, little confusions and little stress haunts me.

Erm, so today when during BM period, Puan Shama came in our class and ask us to take our pencil box along with us and go to 2 Anggerik class, to check our Moral papers, it was so fast and all of a sudden, I didn't even realize that she was in the class at the first place, lol.

I saw Chan Haw and the others stood up and took their pencil boxes, so I followed and ask what was happening, and Chan Haw told me then, lol. Then when were at Anggerik class, no one was there, I don't know what class they are having though.

Argh, I got so low for Moral this time, I got 78 marks :(, lost 10 marks for a question that is way confusing! Grr, pissed off about that, but anyways I still got highest in class, I was like wtf?! Seriously?! = =".... Awai was 74 so close, wao :D. Chan Haw, why do you always get low marks! = =, please study lar bro. People care about you nia, lol =x.

When it was after school, I was told that Benjamin got his 78 marks to 80 by just asking teacher because he finished all her work and passed it all in time, so I suddenly thought of it, I didn't know why I did not think of it at all, maybe I wasn't greedy to get an A? lol xD. So it was a mistake though, I'm gonna try my luck to see if next week Puan Shama would let me have extra 2 more marks.

Yishen told me that Puan Shama is on lift next week, shit noo :(.

.angry

anger is too strong for anything to hold it back, 

just like a tree with anger will pull it's roots out of the ground.

Gah, I'm so angry at my mom now, :(. Today in school Awai and Chan Haw planned to go to Uptown's McDonald's to have a group study, i thought it was a great idea, so we talked a lot about that during school, we had a lot to talk about ;d. Well basically, Chan Haw needed my help in Science and Awai need Chan Haw and my help in Maths.

So the plan was going so well, until when I came back home today, and ask my mom about the group study, she instantly said no, because she said McDonald's is not a suitable place to have a group study since it's noisy all the time. But I always see people inside McD studying their ass off and no noise is interrupting them at all :o.

So I explained to her that it's for a group study and she still wouldn't let me, I tried explaining to her that no noise will interrupt us studying and we'll do fine there, she still sticks to what she said, gah so bad =.=". Then she said she will let Chan Haw and Awai to come our house instead to study, earlier I didn't want that but then later I thought of it again, and I will think about it, I still don't know yet though have to ask them tomorrow. o.O"

.prepare

preparation is the primary step to anything to succeed in.

Well, today is the first day I'm gonna start studying for my final year exams, it's due to next Friday, wow so fast! omg, and I'm starting today, it's like 9 days of study, lol like usual, but its FYE and I'm doing the same to what I did during mid term which is less harder than FYE, obviously, I don't know why, I'm so in to sticking back to basics, = =".

Well I started studying Science today since Science is the first subject I'm taking on Friday, 2 papers, subjective and objective, I'm poor in subjective, noo needs to read more Science, but damn lazy = =", woot but still I do revision everyday, once though, if I do more than twice a subject per day, I will malfunction, in a weird way! woo~.

There is so much to study for FYE, well basically the whole syllabus of Form 2, ew so much. It's the whole text book OAO, thank God Mom brought me to buy Science and Mathematics revision books, since I need it next year for PMR anyways, must well buy it early than later, also I lost my Science 1st note book, shit that's why I really need the revision book :(.

P/s: For your information, FYE stands for Final Year Exam, if your brain is too slow to interpret what I was saying o.O.

.thunder

thunder, oh thunder what was your intention for existence.

you bring destruction and despair among computer lovers like me.

Lol, least creative of me for the tag line above =.=", anyways I can't bare it any longer!! The thunder and rain these few days is really getting on my nerves already, omg what is wrong with the rain and thunder? it's like every day for like 3 hours holy...

What makes the clouds being so heavy with water and collide each other to cause friction thus thunder sound effects, lol =x. Something or someone must be playing around in the skies, whoever that is please stop it, you're making computer lovers sad and cause the computers to burst in flames, well not in flames just get shocked, which is a bad thing.

This particular thing has been happening to my computer for the last few years, according to my brother, our house's electric circuit is seriously screwed up, because computers aren't suppose to leak electricity when you touch it, lol I thought it always does, but then it's usually cause by the power supply, woot o_O. Also I don't have the avoiding thunder shock/black out device which rich people have!  =o I want one, just to stop money coming out of my family's pocket just to fix a computer = =".

.swing

what's going on, life is just like a swing, happy breaks to sad at slight blink

So basically holiday is starting tomorrow, due to Form 3 students taking PMR exams, we are off to have fun xD. But wait, there's only one day I have to go to school which is Tuesday, aw should have been Monday, so I could enjoy a continuous holiday xD. Anyways, I have to go to school because I'm taking Chinese exams on Tuesday :O. One of my weak subjects I must say for myself :<, lol anyways I still need to study though. I might start on Monday >:D.

Today is just normal though, nothing really special happened, hmm :(. Played HoN with brother, usually we win a lot, but it seems our luck has taken it's toll now, it's the definite opposite of what we were getting before. Losing spree's on the mode, but still we win here and there, but mostly lose a lot, and playing at night makes it even worse because Pinoys are all out there, especially the noobiest ones :O. Kinda hate them, because they feed and suck at playing, wanna screw them up seriously, but I'm not trying to be a racist here, just they suck playing games, like Rakion and HoN, ftw.

Most of all, I'm having a major mood swing today. Early in the afternoon, I was doing great and so happy playing HoN with brother, we were having a lot of fun. Until evening, when after dinner, my brother scolded me out of the blue because I let my grandmother to wash the plates from lunch, which sucks a lot, it wasn't my fault because I was playing with him and my grandmother just took the plates and wash without saying, so we can't blame anyone here. This particular thing really brought my mood back down, kills my day, but it's at night so it will wear off soon.

That's all for now, I think I really need to start studying :o.

.sail

the troubles are gone already, we shall not frustrate, just smooth sail over.

Okay, I just finished my Moral and English exams today ^o^. Moral was okay, not very hard, but some part is just a little confusing, I hope I get correct for that part though =x. Heh, I'm confident I got correct for all of the definitions :D. I do hope I get an A xD, I'm quite sure of it lols.

Well today 1st thing I saw at school was everyone had a book on their hands, cool everyone's been studying ;o. I saw our group of friends under the sitting hut, or something like that I don't know what it is called in English, omg lol! Anyways, I saw my friends memorizing the moral definitions, I went in to join them and I did some last minute memorizing. Everyone's doing so well, hehe I think so :D.

During the exam, I smooth sailed through the definition part, haha xD. This term's moral wasn't as hard as the previous term's, so I was glad :d. Though the structure questions are a little confusing ;(, I hope I didn't wrong too much at that part though o.o. While on the English essay, I panicked because my blue pen's, the one I always use to write essays with, ink is clogged, I scribbled like mad on a piece of white paper to I get the ink. But it didn't come out, so I eventually opened it and shake it and closed it back lol oAO.

Now I need to prepare for BM essay tomorrow, can't wait. I'm not so strong in BM though, so I really need to work hard, study study study!! I wanna get the same level of marks like I did previously, which was 83 ;o, but that is a little impossible, lol :( I can never get good marks for BM essay continuously, lol. Anyways working hard can make me feel confident to get an A, and I'm determined about that :p.

.study

everything through life, we go through study before doing it. 

Moral is just around the corner, well actually 2 days xD. I'm starting to feel nervous already, seriously. I waited today to only start studying because today there's a moral class. I wanted to see what teacher is going to tell us what to read and remember, also pay more attention on which parts and etc, yea xD. She's kind enough to give us tips, so I appreciate it a lot ;d. Also she helped us memorize during today's class, making us say out the definition one by one, kinda scary since I haven't started, but I didn't got called =x, lucky me xD.

English is gonna come next after Moral on the same day, wee xD. I like English, well because it's easy to me than other subjects, I was born surrounding English speaking people :D, so I'm quite good at it, I presume xD. Though this week is just essays and Moral, still need to get prepared for BM essay, a subject which I'm still not so good at, but I did well in recent exams, so we'll see o_O.

I really do hope I get good marks this time, but I don't want to switch classes next year, I like my current class more. I don't really like going to a high standard class, because people are snobby there and quite showoffs :(. But I can't really judge a book by it's cover, so I must just face the facts. So I will still try hard to get good marks :D.

I don't know why, but recently I'm like having no time post something on this blog, maybe because recently my brother came back and we play HoN every night, and exams are coming soon so I study more often? I am really not sure, or maybe I'm starting to feel lazy, I can't be doing that now, can I? I need to keep my blog active and alive, not drop down dead =x. But just for making measures, I might post a little later than usual due to exams and time issues. So I might post a small note everyday, I like to keep the sequence xD, that I will update later. I will update around a day or maximum 2 days after the date of post.

So good luck to me on exams, and everyone work hard studying D:.

AAA, exams are so annoying...=o=.

.unbreakable

 

God I want to dream again, take me where I've never been. I wanna go there, this time I'm not scared

Now I am unbreakable, it's unmistakable, no one can touch me, nothing can stop me.

Woke up at 8:30 today as promised to my friends haha xD, success! I also wanted to listen to my friend's drum cover for Boom Boom Pow by Black Eyed Peas, is so cool.. And play HoN with them too, I like that game too bad not much Malaysians play though since it's still close beta. Woo, I like the HoN version of Ogre Magi, so cute cause it's like a dwarf with hammers, quite similar to Sniper just not with a gun. It pwns awesomely! 

Anyways, today school is still same, class on class off, and more. I hate BM karangan, argh didn't want to push my brain to the limit just at the start of school, I might go brain dead. Cik Ashikin came, woo! We learned Isometry and Congruence, haha I have no idea why I'm saying this, it makes me laugh my ass off. Science made us think a lot today oAo, teacher thought us about classifications for tools, I don't know what name was that chapter, lazy go take my textbook and see. Puan Shariah is rushing today, as always on Tuesday cause there's only one period for History. Then, it was Moral. Chan Haw desperately don't want to sit with ZL, lol he keeps begging me to sit with him, but ended up ZL sat somewhere else. Before he moved he was next to Chan Haw, but Chan Haw keeps calling him to go somewhere else, lol it was funny to see haha.

During recess, Awai had curry all over his uniform due to some guy stood up all of a sudden and pushed his hand, and thus spill LOL. Food spilling in canteens are one of my favorite thing to watch, quite funny but still feeling pity cause food was wasted @_@". I had my experiences before, so don't come and say I'm evil, shoo! Awai took tissues and tried covering the curry up, it was so disturbing we had to tell him just wait till school is over and straight go back home, lol.

DotA nowadays suck so much, people now are just idiotic morons, yes idiotic morons, these type of people shouldn't be playing DotA, they should be with mental psychologists and counselors. Don't be an bitch if you die for nothing and blame other people as excuses, you will go to hell. And most of all, don't bullshit and say nonsense to everyone how bad the person is after you feel you can't scold to that person anymore.

Quite pissed, chilling through music WOO!

Peace, Love, Unity and Respect = PLUR ♥ !! `love music always.

.late

I feel like I'm dead but breathing, you should have let me go, but it's too late now.

Ahh! First time late to school this year, all cause of my transport, grr..He came so late today, and I was praying to not be late inside the car, but I did...

I waited at my porch for like 15 minutes and my transport hasn't come yet, I already had a feeling I was going to be late, he was suppose to come at 12:15 everyday, but today he came at 12:25, 10 minutes late! Argh. Really pissed that he did not come in time, but he should know that every Monday got assembly, I bet he doesn't know it that's why he takes his time to fetch us. When I reached school, I thought that everyone already went in to the hall, that's usual every Monday for me. But then I heard people singing the last song we're suppose to sing every time, I was "omg, wth? A'm I that late?" =_="

I had to sit at the line of where people who were late suppose to be, and sat there for a very long time, Puan Chia and Puan Norsham had a lot, I repeat a LOT of stuff to say, I can sleep there any second, but I won't xD. Halfway blabbing, I saw another group of Form 1s came in the hall late, holding bags and they just went back to their classes? what the heck, that's so not fair, those who came earlier had to stay back and those later can go back? Grr, we stayed back and had to pickup rubbish and switch off the fans around the hall.

I found out today Elliot had braces put on, I thought of putting braces on too, but not now, maybe year end xD. I always thought braces are painful, but it doesn't seem it hurt on Fadzrin and Elliot o_O. But Elliot can't eat solid food for 1 week as said by Jeremy, I think. So I guess year end would be suitable? LOL, I don't know, no offense but I always feel if I wore braces, I would look ugly? LOL. Don't bash me up please :<.

School's usual, today Puan Tan and Cik Ashikin's classes are missed, due to long timed assembly, woo! I lost my correction tape, I borrowed someone and forgotten who was it, I guess I have to use the new one ToT". Farhan, Farhan, I still know there is a reason why you want to borrow my primary school magazine! Hehe, I think I know already but not for sure if it's correct, lol xD.

A-mei's new album is cool, should take a listen guys =D.

A-mei = 张惠妹 for those who don't know. She released a new album titled AMIT (A-mei Music Is Transformed) containing new type of music from her, thus releasing it under her aboriginal name, which is Gulilai Amit, yes it is. I tend to giggle every time I see the name, I don't know why, maybe because it's funny? Lol. She also has a new look too which is so cool. The album shows different types of music from the range of Alternative Rock or Rock to Tribal to Acoustic and so on. It's worth a listen! :D

Thazall! Bai ya'll~

Love music forever woo!

.reunite

there is a distance between every single being, 

 and there is still chances of being united together again.

Today, I woke up at 9:30, I was still half asleep until my mom starts laughing madly outside watching an episode of Britain's Got Talent, it immediately awakens me and I had no choice but to make bed and wash up. She was laughing because there's this little girl who keep answering the same thing back to one of the judges, my mom thought it was very funny, which I think was not at all. 

After washing up, I saw loads of food on the dining table, I was like "what?"...My father had bought so much food which is too much to finish, since we had planned to go for lunch with my brother at Setapak, also because my brother wanted to celebrate my father's birthday, which was on 9/9/09. My brother is not coming back this weekend, well because he had to study for exams which is next week, so study hard as possible. We had lunch at a awesome Chinese restaurant, the food there was delicious, yep :p. So we've eaten the food, and father always says the food he eats aren't that good, lol cause he always thinks his food is always the nicest >.>"...

Then later coming back, right on time Uncle Steven came to our house and drop by some things and brought my grandmother out to eat I guess or go shopping somewhere I don't know. I played the computer awhile, played Heroes of Newerth with Hong and KC. I pwned using Succubus, lol which was Bane in DotA. 

When it was 5 in the afternoon, Chan Haw came to my house and picked me up to go to his old school's 80th reunion party for old schoolmates. We picked up Leon and Joshua from Leon house and continued our way to the school. I brought the DVD Ctc borrowed me, I thought he was going too, but then had to go for swimming class and didn't show up, so I left the DVD in Chan Haw's mother's car for the time being. Chan Haw's mother's car had some awesome songs playing xD, I like the remix of Lady Gaga's songs a lot lol xD.

Reached the school too early, no one was there yet, well because the event starts at 7, we had to go early cause Chan Haw's mother is not free during evening. We walked around the school a few times, I think I remembered where the main subject classes are now LOL, like science lab and the life skills garage. Haha, Leon and me keep saying that our school, which is Puay Chai 1, is bigger and much better, LOL...Couldn't resist though hehe. Ting Wei came, and we went to the hall area, then some teachers asked us to help them arrange the chairs nicely, aw @_@, we are kind people xD. 

Then, more and more people slowly come to the school, the place got filled up so quickly. We went to sign up, lol me and Leon was not from the school, so we had to fake our registration form, wahahaha. Then we ate, the sky has gone dark, we walked more, then there was speeches given out, was so slow and boring, because they were old men giving the speech -_-".

We went up and down the school, it got hotter and hotter because the amount of people, we sweated like mad ._. many people open the air-conditioner in their old classes, haha. There was some performances too like singing, Chinese yo-yo, martial arts, taekwondo and a dance group performed, all performers were from the school. Many people were also playing basketball at the court, at their old classes chatting around feeling relaxed by the air-conditioner. 

Kinfeng wanted to buy a drink cause he was thirsty, we followed. He said he wanted a challenge so he used a longer route which is dark and eerie. Leon and I was like "are you serious?". Then Kinfeng switched on the light, it wasn't so scary then, but suddenly that Chan Haw played the screaming girl audio in his phone, scared the shit out of us, he laughed non-stop, we wanted to bash him up, lol.

Chan Haw's mother came at 10 and brought us back home, before that Leon was playing a game inside Chan Haw's phone called 20Q Mind Reader, its very fun, I played it too, you think of something and it asks you many questions to get the correct answer, it really works well. Haha, I played it in the car on the way back home, hehe. I took back the DVD too and maybe give it back to Ctc tomorrow.

Reached back home and bathed, so that's all for today guys.

Hehe, back to chatting on MSN, woo.

.ache

 

As life goes by, we meet many aches of anything.

Though painful, we recover instance if we are diligent.

Lol, actually not really that kind of a serious ache. Juz a neck ache i got this morning from sleeping pressed on my neck i guess o_O. But anyways once i woke up, i was like "oh shit" "what is this", "ow it hurts" and stuff. It made my day tiring lols. I wasn't really paying full attention at class, cuz of the pain and feeling fatigue.

I am currently playing a game called Friends For Sale, also known as FFS for those who are not beginners in this game. Well, firstly i hate it when people tend to buy my pets when i already label them as "[NFS]" also means Not For Sale, just the initials. Okay? err, yeah its annoying. Some of my pets are desperate to gain their value to a much higher level, but i hate wasting money to buy them back continuously >.<"...

School today was slow, i don't know why, but when after recess it was hasten, i have no idea why either. Maybe cause before recess Civic was boring as always, and maths teacher didn't came to class even though she really came to school. Though Pn.Tan's class was quick, because she is quite the great teacher we all like. right? lols...Cik Ashikin is lazy today i guess, she did not come to class and did not had extra classes for those who did not so well in exams. She was just chatting around with teachers or students, maybe near the field.

Also i always had this confusion whether i wanna pick up drums lessons or not, i have interest in music, and quite good at it as in rhythm and all. lols i think. Nah, i don't think i am ready yet though, been asking my mom to bring to her office area which has a studio, with drums. I wanna tryout to see whether i like it or not, or else it would just be a waste if i went for the drums lessons and can't coop with it.

Thats all for now i guess. baizz xD.
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