.thinking

thoughts circular in our minds, making us deep sink into somewhere.

Hmm, basically I got my thinking on, there is like 4 more days to Christmas, I really can't wait, especially there is going to be turkey for dinner ;p.  I love it when my aunt brings us a big sized juicy turkey, ready to be eaten xD.

I like Christmas, but sadly there is no snow in Malaysia, sucks big time I know :(. Christmas should really be celebrated with snow around the environment, you know? That's what all Christmas is mostly about >o

And, I am still thinking about the CD I asked my uncle to buy, really hope he got his hands on a copy in US, can only find in US, Malaysia is so falling back behind, zzz. I want my gaga CD like now, :O.

Ima go see my dentist tomorrow, and then evening, I'm going to fetch some friends to a friend's BBQ party who stays in a place where the traffic jam can go crazy!

I also like the song "Jump Then Fall" by Taylor Swift, very sweet song xD.

.excited

excited for little wonderful things, may just make your day.

I can’t believe Lycaon and Canzel are releasing full length albums on my birthday (03/24) next year.
Canzel’s album will be titled Invit S.P.

Tracklist:

01.Enter
02.Invit’
03.青色LOVERS LINE
04.声、鳴り
05.piano
06.永劫回帰エレメント
07.失踪イン マイ ルーム
08.雨音
09.starlight
10.scenes
11.世界終了釦。-world end switch.-
12.EXP
Bonus Track (limited edition)
13.Wish Upon A Star (re-recording)

So far no tracklist of Lycaon’s new album Royal Order is released, but still very excited ^o^.

Omg^^ so happy to hear about it, this is my first time experiencing releases of my favorite band on my birthday, I feel special :d.

Oh, I have been playing this game called JX3, MMORPG, chinese though with my brother today, and turns out that the reason why the game looks so damn good, it's because it's a P2P game, they only give free trial for quite a time, then they just stop o_o.

.decision

we have to decide no matter what, whether we take this road or not.

Erm, I have decided to delete all my previous post that I have left empty and not updated. I apologize much for that, I will not let it happen again. I guess I must have just gotten a little carried away by my lazyness so I didn't update much.

I am going to start again from this post, so you guys can actually keep up with me^^. I will try to update as actively as I can. So please check up my blog daily if you like :D.

And I just found out that Malaysia is such a fail for not having Lady Gaga's The Fame Monster standard edition, that means 1 disc without the 2nd disc containing The Fame album, her old album in it. It was quite a disappointment, my mom asked Rock Corner in Curve and Midvalley, they say they only have the deluxe edition and a Malaysian edition without the booklet, yeah wth right? srsly? zz

So I asked my uncle staying in US to buy it for me through her website I think, he can do either way, but I don't know if they sell in retail stores though, so I do hope my uncle plans to buy through her official website, that's the most easiest way. My uncle is so nice, but I am sure going to pay him back^^, can't take family for granted =x.

Lastly, my brother is coming back tonight! I hope so though, cause he was suppose to come back yesterday night but he had to go out with friends and have fun since his exams are over now and he have 1 month holidays, wow 1 month so long @_@. Now he is back we can play HoN together again, wee :D.

.lazy

so lazy to do anything, nothing has urge me to do stuff.

Even still there is school, but then we do nothing basically, we just talk, play and well like hanging out literally. Teachers are just in and sometimes no teacher comes in at all, since we have nothing else to do though. Thus for nothing else to do, Puan Chia held games between classes in the school.

There was all types of games, mainly are the sports games, like competition between classes, sports like basketball, footbal, bola sepak and others. Our school is very focused on basketball though, I like it too, it's more fun than kicking balls, lol.

Today is the girl's basketball competition, they were great, they put on their best, nice :d. Tomorrow are the guy's turn., I didn't know I was in for my class until Awai told me, I'm not very good seriously, anyways I'm just there as a substitute, phew xD, I can't do much on the court though ._.

Also there are like board games, hosted by Puan Shama, games like Monopoly, Scrabble and English and Chinese chess, I'm not really fond of it, it's well a little childish, lol xD, I rather watch people play basketball, haha more interesting and exciting ;p.

.apologies

my apologies, to every one who look at me another way now.

I am so sorry guys for not updating heh, been lazy nowadays, to be honest I've been lazy a lot since I'm so free now. Well mostly when people are free we tend to updating more actively, lol I'm quite the opposite as you can see, when I'm free I do other stuff, like play games watch TV and Facebook, I guess, lol.

So sorry xD, I will try to update more too, but anyways when my brother is around, I can barely touch my computer, my computer, yes mine, and my brother just holds it up and don't give me any time to play at all, since he comes back only on weekends, and the place he is staying around his campus has no internet, so yeah =/.

.done

everything is done now, we can relapse the memory we have kept.

I'm so glad that everything is over now, pressuring exams are now gone for this year, so relieved though :D. Also school is going to end soon for my Form 2 syllabus, everything I started are accomplished completed now xD, yay.

Hmm, though I'm gonna miss afternoon session, cause next year I'm gonna face waking up early morning for morning session school issues, wow lol a mouth full, okay yeah! But I think I'm gonna adapt back like how I did when I was in primary school year 3, which is also morning session, it's really something new to me that time, so I think I'm used to it now, I can handle next year :o.

I can't think of nothing else to post about today, so toodlez~

.end

everything we do to accomplish, will always come to an end, we are happy.

Anyways, I tried my best in the exams, I really do hope I am getting good results though, that is all I hope for now, and no fails :(. I've studied hard enough I think, so I am quite confident that I won't fail any subjects.

Also, I am very happy that exams are over! YAY, now I got so much free time, holidays are starting next week Monday, but one thing I hate about is that on Tuesday during the holidays we have to go back to school with our parents to take the report cards, aw, they should have done it during Friday! This is so troublesome, no seriously my mom is also complaining about it ;p.

Tomorrow is the last day of school, that will be a performance day, so no studies, just performances cool!! XD. I saw a peek on them rehearsing today in the school hall already, they have some awesome performances coming up :o.

That's all for today, Ima take a big rest now after tiring exams :D.

.sorry

we will be sorry for those things we have done to hurt others. 

First thing first, this is not about me feeling sorry for hurting people, lol. It is basically me apologizing to you guys for not posting much enough, as I said there was a very low chance that I will not be posting anything during my exams days, it's hard you know! >.<"

I am trying my best to post something, but my brother is also around, so it's even harder to post! Lol, I'm just gonna try so don't be highly expecting me posting something, sorry =x.

.test

we face tests all the time, we just need to be ready for it.

Well, I've been studying a lot lately, due to exams, which is TOMORROW!! :O, I'm so nervous now, I need to really prepare, since this is the FYE, aka final year exam, lol I learned that from Ying Xi, thanks :D. Tomorrow's subject is science, I hope I am ready >.<".

So, I better get back to studying hard now, don't wanna regret later for not studying enough for tomorrow, I need to do my best tomorrow :D, so..I'll stop here for now, I will try to post something during my exams, or maybe I won't cause I might be busy all the time study and my brother is back tomorrow, so yeah, might have a low chance of me updating :d.

Bye ;d.

.same

if you think you are different, you are not, after all we all are under the same sun.

Hmm, today is the same as any ordinary day, just more studying, wootz! I really have been working hard studying for final year exams :D, I really do hope I get wonderful and satisfying results on my hands by the time exams are over :D.

Tomorrow, is the first day of my final year exam part II, lols yeah part II because part I was the Moral + Essay papers during end of October, the results are just okay :(. Well I hope I get better in FYEs, yeah must be soulful, woo!! It's very busy now, study and study and even more studying! I sound like a nerd but what so ever I am not lols.

I must get studying my Science now, must work hard, lulzz~!!

.sloth

a little rest wouldn't hurt, well take a second of rest and get back to work!

Oh, no..I think I'm falling back to old habits? Old habits really do die hard >o<". Well, actually I felt a little lazy to post on my blog nowadays, I don't know why, maybe it's the things happening around recently, I have many things to do, like study a lot for exams that are coming soon, going to school and I only get so little time to use the computer, especially when my brother is around.

Lol, so I will still try my best to post as much as I can, update I mean, yeah..I won't let the old habit overcome me again, that's what happen for my previous blog, I started very actively, then it suddenly wears off and I got bored of it and didn't touch it ever since, I don't want this to happen to blog :(. Especially a blog I really put heart and soul into and I can't believe I've passed 50 posts on this blog already, I did not even go that far on my old blogs, I am really happy and proud :d.

Anyways, exams is just right around the corner, I might post less, but I will still post, so no worries guys :d. Thanks for reading my blog, to those who really do read! :d.

.groupy

harmony all around, we have to get together, all together.

Agrh, basically I don't have a lot of time to finish up my blog lately, due to brother coming back and forth every weekend, the days which I actually have a lot of time to update my blog and finish it up nicely, sadly I can't seem find that time :(.

Anyways, I've mentioned about the group study in my previous post or before that, I didn't keep track for what so ever I am not taking the time to load a new tab and see which post I mentioned about the group study.

Well back to the topic, I've agreed with my mom about the group study having in my house instead of the so called "noisy" McDonald's according to my mom. I really want to have this group study, it's a good activity to get along with friends, no? Mm, yes!

Okay, so Awai and Chan Haw came to my house around afternoon, 12 to 1 somewhere around that time and they were at my front gate even before I realize they were, lol they came so quickly. To be honest I woke up like 1 hour before they came, lol I might be still a little blur I think.

Me and Chan Haw taught Awai Maths, the subject he can't seem to get a grip with, he keeps forgetting lol, dumbass :o. He's a sloth, we can't blame him for that, that's how he is on the start :D. Chan Haw supposedly wanted me to help him in Science, but when Maths was over, we came to lazy pace, and well talked a lot =.=", ate the food my mom bought with the others.

That is all, I am finishing things now, I hope.

.mistake

a little mistake come and go, little confusions and little stress haunts me.

Erm, so today when during BM period, Puan Shama came in our class and ask us to take our pencil box along with us and go to 2 Anggerik class, to check our Moral papers, it was so fast and all of a sudden, I didn't even realize that she was in the class at the first place, lol.

I saw Chan Haw and the others stood up and took their pencil boxes, so I followed and ask what was happening, and Chan Haw told me then, lol. Then when were at Anggerik class, no one was there, I don't know what class they are having though.

Argh, I got so low for Moral this time, I got 78 marks :(, lost 10 marks for a question that is way confusing! Grr, pissed off about that, but anyways I still got highest in class, I was like wtf?! Seriously?! = =".... Awai was 74 so close, wao :D. Chan Haw, why do you always get low marks! = =, please study lar bro. People care about you nia, lol =x.

When it was after school, I was told that Benjamin got his 78 marks to 80 by just asking teacher because he finished all her work and passed it all in time, so I suddenly thought of it, I didn't know why I did not think of it at all, maybe I wasn't greedy to get an A? lol xD. So it was a mistake though, I'm gonna try my luck to see if next week Puan Shama would let me have extra 2 more marks.

Yishen told me that Puan Shama is on lift next week, shit noo :(.

.prepare

preparation is the primary step to anything to succeed in.

Well, today is the first day I'm gonna start studying for my final year exams, it's due to next Friday, wow so fast! omg, and I'm starting today, it's like 9 days of study, lol like usual, but its FYE and I'm doing the same to what I did during mid term which is less harder than FYE, obviously, I don't know why, I'm so in to sticking back to basics, = =".

Well I started studying Science today since Science is the first subject I'm taking on Friday, 2 papers, subjective and objective, I'm poor in subjective, noo needs to read more Science, but damn lazy = =", woot but still I do revision everyday, once though, if I do more than twice a subject per day, I will malfunction, in a weird way! woo~.

There is so much to study for FYE, well basically the whole syllabus of Form 2, ew so much. It's the whole text book OAO, thank God Mom brought me to buy Science and Mathematics revision books, since I need it next year for PMR anyways, must well buy it early than later, also I lost my Science 1st note book, shit that's why I really need the revision book :(.

P/s: For your information, FYE stands for Final Year Exam, if your brain is too slow to interpret what I was saying o.O.

.gone

we need appreciate valuable things in life, sooner or later it will all be gone.

Hmm, brother is back to his campus at Setapak, bye bye :(. I'm happy that he comes back every weekend, he always play HoN, I like watching him play xD, because he usually owns a lot, lol. Even though we fight a lot when he is around, I still don't mind if he is around, would have miss him a lot of he is not around for awhile, =x.

It's the first day of holidays on a school day, lol actually the holidays is very short, 2 days only xD, lol. Well it's better than school days, lol I get time on the computer, wee. Mom is at home working too though, she is getting 2 days rest after he trip to Europe, just like me :D, we spend quality time together xD, happy~.

But as usual, Facebook , Youtube and HoN, MSN bla bla bla and so on, also watched some TV too, well because it's like raining a lot these few days, garh, when it rains I can't use the computer, got it shocked for like quite a few times already, it's expensive to fix, especially when the modem is toasted too, = =".

.again

I'll turn it off, in all my spite, just turn it off,

again, again and again.

Lol after going back to school for one day and today, we get even more great news xD, we are getting 5 days of holidays due to celebration of Hari Deepavalli, wow so much holidays this year :D. Even though a lot holidays in 2009, many vk bands are disbanding according to Seki, so it's half good half bad x(.

Yeah, I like holidays, but boring ones please go away :(, can't stand the boredom, I think my blog's post tags most focused on the out of boredom tag, which I put in every post, lol. Recently, life gets a little boring oAO. But some may say it's fun, to me it's plain boring, nothing special :o. 

Can't wait for tomorrow too, we planned to have like a friends only group war in DotA, 5v5 xp. Awai already planned all nicely about what heroes we are going to use for tomorrow, we are playing Captain Mode, so it's best to plan before hand :D.

Also we might go and watch Cloudy With A Chance of Meatballs, a 3D animated movie :D, seems like a nice movie, it's about a guy who invented a new machine which produces food, but something goes wrong when the machine rocket shot up to the sky due to malfunction I think, I'm not really sure, you have to watch it to know it ;p. So tomorrow might be a happy and fun day for me xD!

.back

time falling for rest comes, back to where we started in a blink.

Okay, it's back to school today =/, it's Wednesday means ICT/Chinese day, wee xD. ICT class is fun because we get to use the computer, and my school computer lab has internet lol, I can get on Facebook and other stuff I do on the computer online ;p.

Some guys were playing Counter Strike though, I stopped surfing the internet and joined them to play CS instead, hehe ;p. We had fun, it was like 4v4? or somewhere around that amount of people playing, so it was quite merry. We won :D, Awai was teaming with me and another 2 against the others.

Also during Chinese class, we were expecting for our Paper 2 results, but teacher said next week only we can get them, I don't know what was the reason though, but lazy to mark the papers is my guess ;p. Anyways, we laugh a lot during Chinese class as always, and 1 girl all of a sudden shouted out a bad word so teacher asked us all together to swear not to say any bad words during class ;p, lol it's hard xD.

Thats all for now, though really nothing much happen today ;p.

.blank

life is like a wide maze, when we flip these blank pages.

Another day, blank with nothing special =x. Argh, nothing to do, same old same old, HoN and internet and television, omg seriously I'm gonna die from this boredom. Someone help me, music is the only thing that can calm me down. But sometimes the boredom overpowers music OAO.

Weekends tend to be boring, especially when I'm not having fun, obviously lol xD. So bored :(, I can't seem to find anything else to do besides the usual, well I'm still waiting for ViViD's mini album called The ViViD color to come out on 21st of October though which is like 9 more days, can't wait so long xP.

Also coming out on 21st October is exist trace's Ambivalent Symphony EP, I'm giving them a try when the new ep is out, I want something new to listen xD. Previews were convincing though ;p, so we'll see haha =x.
Finally someone posted THE KIDDIE's soar single up D:. But seems 1 track is missing lol ;o, where could it be? Lol, wait again =x=.

.skip

miracles happen just like stones skipping through the waters makes wonders.

 
Well, its back to weekends again, hmm I can't believe time goes by so quickly, like a blink of an eye, a glitch in motion, unable to be seen. And still, weekends come and go, we don't get much profit out of it, because always the same haunting boredom always do turns back and come forward to us again. We can't run, we can't hide, we just need to face it bravely and deal with it till times comes passing.

All I can think of is just playing games on the computer, or maybe just watching tv, which isn't enough for me, I do really need things to excite me in life, or else I'll might just rot and drop dead on the floor. Although playing HoN is fun, but excessive of playing is just bringing me no where. I win and lose, without any benefits, so it's just quite a bore to be honest. Television is just an uncertain alternative, I might get to watch or not, because I do not own the television with Astro, my grandmother does, lol.

Also all I watch is MTV or the 700+ and 400+ digit channels. I like entertainment, entertainment excites me, I like movies and music, my favorites which keep my alive along the way. But as I observe recently, music channels just play the songs which are getting huge mainstream, and all of it is just repetitive, nothing new, nothing fresh. Another bore = =". Movie channels are annoying, they like putting up old movies and unattractive movies, I like good movies with good story lines not boring movies with bad acting.

Here I am, just updating my same old blog, just a past time, nothing else can be done, must well just being on the internet, surfing around, Facebook and Youtube. Listening music, increasing music counts on Last.fm xD, and chatting on MSN. That's all for now, if you ask why this post is more in literature, well do not because I have no explanation =x.

.fulfilled

we are all just fulfilled by the things we thirst for all the time.

It's just like butterflies gaining pollen from flowers all over the place, they are fulfilled; While we people get the chance to go out with friends and have fun, we are fulfilled. It's a normal and common circle between all living beings, we thirsty to be fulfilled and we thirst for things which completes our needs.

Yeah, today is the day, finally xD. I've went out with friends after so many days of boredom. Boring holidays without fun is just capable for killing people who are desperate to have fun like me, seriously =x. Anyways, I went out with friends to a free cyber cafe o.o, lol dont bash me, okay xD. Yeah it's free, so of course my friends wanted to go, I think I posted a post about the free new cc before, I forgotten though =x.

We played some DotA games, had a lot fun because my Lina owned xP, haha gank a lot and ended quite early because we pushed lanes fast :D. It was 4v3 though, but still the 3 was people who are pro enough to win us, just so unlucky that their hero isn't at match with ours xD, wahaha. But sadly some got a little aggressive and got fired up, I don't know why, lol.

We also played some Left 4 Dead, which was also very fun lol. I like the versus mode, where we get to be zombies and survivors, I like being zombies, because well it's more entertaining instead of just shooting and shooting and nothing else =x. When the timing's right, we can just bash over the survivors and win just outside the safe room, ahaha xD.

That's all for now, hope get more days like today though xD.